Don't give up with Allah!

taken from azri's tumblr
nice shoot isn't ?

Life is short and unpredictable. it's up to us to make full use of it and appreciate every single minute that Allah has given. Allah has promised in the Holy Quran, there's nothing in this world that is beyond our capabilities. the blame is on us when we willingly put our own limits and admit ourselves as losers. theres no failure in life. it is just success been delayed. therefore, lets work hard together and have faith in Allah's words, do our best in our short life. Fighting! =)

'setiap hari akan ada satu saat yang mana Allah akan makbulkan segala doa kita'

yea, best kan? its SETIAP HARI! EVERYDAY Allah will grant any of our wishes!
even lampu aladdin or dragonball can't do that! just don't give up with Allah orite! =D

EE?

I've been thinking bout this lately.


I'm planning to do my EE on English but I have no idea how to start.


For those of you who doesn't have any idea of what EE stands for, well, it is an Extended Essay which is one of the component of the IB. It is kind of research paper up to 4K words if i'm not mistaken. We can choose the subject from any one of the IB subjects and it must show extra research. I guess I will be more indipendent after this. ahaha

exaggerate :)

Because. hurmmm...it encourages the student to take an interest in subjects taken in IB? perghh...this is soooooo me =____=' ahahaha

but I haven't make an appointment with Mdm Noraini yet.So, this is not my final decision.

typical bila weekend

randomly posted..

Ive spent RM10 in just like 2/3 days in a week! And now because of that, my airtime bonus now reached RM250 just for 2 months. OMG! Ya. i know im using the most not so popular mobile operator here in Peninsular. Most of the people here use either Celcom or Maxis. Text rabbit pun ke num Maxis. oopss.. Did I say something? LOL ;p

switch to celcom? maxis? err..

don't worry. the identity of these 3 girls will be keep as secret. u know who u are *wink*
Well, it's weekend. Typical..~

*cough* IN THE SITUATION WHEN THEY GOT MONEY AND HER BROTHER BANK IN THE CASH FOR HER!!


But then, what will happen when they broke?
Nothing left in the pocket??

pergi mati lah..~

this is totally crap

Nowadays since I'm in college Sunday means wrapping up things that should be done before the new week begins on Monday. It's not exactly a day to lie in bed and close my eyes to wonderland, no. My classes for Monday starts from 8am, ends at 2.20pm with 30 minutes gaps in between those intervals.But hey ppl! Today is a great Monday!! I mean, no school! *grinning* hurm, we are having a holiday for the sort of pertabalan thing.

I've come to realise that I cannot achieve all that I wish for.. not in the near future to say the least. And honestly, I still don't see a clear path to get to all that at this young age.. Hehe. The problem with me is that I value human relationships and the materialistic world both at the same time that I can't have one without the other. To achieve a balance in running towards a certain goal, keeping your feet on the ground and bringing everyone along within the race can rather be a challenging task to be done in this fast-paced modern world, so I tend to get distracted with one while working on the other.

Apart from all that, it's nice to dream of things that are hardly possible because being born with such vivid imaginations it feels like I'm living it. I guess that's what makes some people happy despite the hardships they encounter in life. The mind is such a powerful tool that it can take you places without lifting a limb. Sometimes, wherever the heart desires, the mind travels endlessly. To have the courage to dream of things outside of our reach is a freedom no thief can steal.

You can list down all sorts of things you wish for in life, but the heart can be such a foolish piece of meat. Everything that you want isn't always what you can have and everything that you have isn't necessarily what you need. like for example, u can see the pic below. ya, nice isn't it? well, am good in drawing

Keep Holding On

Currently listening to Keep Holding On-Avril Lavigne

when i listened to this song for the very first time, all i could think about is a story of a girl who's holding on to a relationship though it was about to break due to the distance difficulties..she was willing to be a shoulder to lean on.

without any hesitations..she was telling the guy to hold on cuz she will be there with him trough his ups and downs; whenever he feels that his world is truly against him..cuz what she believes, the pure sincereness of a friendship is the one who steps in when the rest of the world are stepping out...

if they were meant to be, things will just lead its way the way it was written..but distance make it all seems difficult..distance blocks her way to see the silence truth of a story written meant to be a fairy tale..what if she's the only one who's holding on?what if she's the only one who struts and frets her world upon a man who is not worth any of her sweats?what if they're not destined to be together? should she shifts on to another pages of her chapter and starts heading a journey through another side of the book?

as all of us might think,shifting to another chapter and moving on would be the best way to lead a beautiful happy ending,but in our real life, it would not be as easy as flipping through the rest of the pages of the book..if by chance we have the opportunity to flip through the pages, we will not be as well reading the whole book since we keep on skipping the pages whenever there are obstacles in the plot..reading the ending before ever finishing the book is like wasting the whole
effort of the author writing the story who spent restless nights trying to figure out of how he could breathe a soul in the story..and every writer's best way is creating obstacles and triumph to create a beautiful rythemic plots to entertain dear readers...

if life is as simple as putting both hands in the pocket and waiting for the rocket to come, i bet she wouldnt be holding on for a very long time at the very first place..its the complicity of life that made her so addictive to past times..it's the thrill that she was craving for and and waiting is the consequences...

and hereby i came to a conclusion, long distance relationship is difficult

somewhere in Korea
credits to Eman

-THE END-

ana! azeema! aiman!

ther are cute aren't they?

if i were at home right now, these three kids will never stand a chance to live peacefully.
hihi :))

hye handsome!

u choose^^

oui

How do you feel about people who complain to you about their lives? Do you feel sorry for them? Well, I do, and I try to help in any way I can, regardless of who the person is, but the thing I dont appreciate is when people seek sympathy or demand that people give them a break because they’ve had this or that issue in their life, but refuse to do anything to change their circumstances or the way they respond to them. The world doesn't revolve around you. Stop playing the victim role, you are far from one. If you claim that you have changed, then more power to you. Stop blaming other people. You can't blame them for disliking you because of who you were or what you did in the past, that is inevitable. All of us had done mistakes and will keep on making mistakes because that's just how people learn.

There are several people I seriously have to catch up with. I hope to meet u guys. I've been really busy with all those neverendings reports. Lack of sleep is catching up to me. I have to wake up early tomorrow! *beaming* I foresee a very long and tiring day ahead of me. Hope everything goes well. Bye and here's ur update :)


welcome weekend~!



au revoir.

Happy Birthday Ana!

ana

hey u girl!

happy 15th birthday!!!!!! wake up ure getting old!

Congratz for still having ur loved ones around u. for example like ur older sister right?

Be patient and accepting of the difficulties in life. U will be more deeply receive the gifts and blessings of life. What's the problem with being childish sometimes? nahhh..there's no point in being grown up if u can't be childish sometimes. hihi :)

Make daddy, ma, me!, adik n aiman proud of u. All the best for ur coming PMR's result. Soon! I can't wait. Mum will surely be sooo proud of u. Be a good daughter and sister ya. i repeat A GOOD SISTER. don't be so mean to Azeema n Aiman. (tho i can be mean to em too :0)

And I think it's never too late for me to congratulates u for being choosen as an emcee at ADUN for something to do with Ministry of Edu's function. Wow. i just can't believe it when mum told me that!

I think birthdays are great and the birthday person deserves to be happy on that particular day. No kid should be sad on his or her birthday.. because it's the only day that they can think about themselves for once.

Good luck and ya! All the best in life oh?

stylo!

go away u kitten!

these are the random pics that i took during our first meeting with Kak Siti (not a real name), one of the workers at the Murad's House.

i choose not to upload this pic in FB because u know...kri loves publicity. I just uploaded it here instead. HAHAHA
( i hope he wouldnt give me "i-feel-like-punching-you-in-the face” .)

when Secretery met Big boss. wow! y kri looks so serious there? sara still boleh gelak2 + senyum2. kihkihkih :p

i think that one thing that was bothering me when i took this pic was they will jumped into me and &^$&^$*^$##&^%*&((%. what a shame that m afraid of cats. heh!

see? what expression is that??? i remembered giving the kitten this 'euww' look.

ah, this is so lame. don’t expect anything useful or emo or whatever you’re seeking in this blog for this whole period of time. i can only offer you crap, but of course unless you’re here for the craps then no need to complaint. i am more than happy to serve you.

i’m not making sense am i?

p/s : because i am sometimes too random, i went out this evening today wearing purple tshirt with brown hijab which doesn’t match at all.

Random Snippets part VI

Salam people! :)

i’ve been busy. very busy. super busy. two hands and a not-so-capable brain just do me no good.

anyway,ill stop whining since i’m not the only one who’s been very busy in the whole wide world. Ok, before I continue with my rants(as usual),lets feast ur eyes! Here I uploaded those pics that were taken during our visit to Mdm Norlida's house last Friday.

Sara, Aisyah, n Nadiha were helping in the kitchen

Seriously this was my first time to see somthing like this. I mean, flies trapped? Gosh, i've never think of it before btw!

us with Mdm's first son. Yusri yaww!!

hey look! that chicken runs after it sees me! -zaiy's idea.heee
I look stupid there. Like seriously. No kidding.perrgggghhhhh

menggaul ayam dgn kunyit?

see there! our lovely Chemistry teacher :))

and Sara! seriously I like this pic :))

0k, back to rants!

*** this is nothing new but the stairs in Bgunan Razak is a killerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…. and why do our college has to be built at the top of the hills? it’s another killleeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr point.. i’m positive that my stamina will be descending to 150% in these two years time. i’ll take the pictures of the killer stairs and post it here soon.

***i love spending super long time in the bathroom since it helps me to escape from reality for a while. because once i return to my desk, i’m going to have to study or doing reports which i hate.

***to you enchek nyamuk!!!! no matter how addicted you are to me, don’t you think that you’re being a little bit bias by targetting me as only your prey when i have 2 other room mates? how pathetic of you. shoosh.. go over there and start sucking their blood too will ya?

***why oh why the hectic schedules? why oh why so little time but too much to complete? why oh why the possibility to extend? why oh why do i have to burn all the bridges i ever built when you were here?

***i hate runny nose. i can’t breathe. now i’m inhaling air through my mouth and boy it sucks. thinking to go see the doctors soon because m having seriously bad flu + cough but i’m 100% sure that this sickness is just one of those 'coldness' aftermath since i’m allergic to cold drinks. joining the 'makan kenduri haji' last Saturday must be a very bad idea. (alasan..ceeeyy).

***and yeay! finally gt a chance to meet the adm of rumah anak yatim tomorrow evening together with Kri and those who are incharge in this programme which are Sara n Aisyah. At last, my chance to finally socialize with people! I mean, outsiders

***i’m going to go figure things to do this weekend. KL? i have no other options. if there is anyone, just anyone who is willing to hang out with me, you are more than welcome. like seriously welcome!

and he is on9 man!!!

*giggling to herself quietly since everyone else in the room are sleeping*
that’s all. toodles!~

auww

=_____='

darn baby, darn!

WARNING: OVERFLOWING WITH EMOTIONAL AND NEGATIVE ENERGIES. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

what if i’m p*ssed, can i blow out a bubble containing all the things my heart containts? bewitched so that it is sealed to travel for the specific persons that when it popped, all the swears could burst right into their face?

The problem of working with a friend is that you don't know your limits. Or maybe they DONT even care bout their own limits. Someway or another some feelings get mixed up in the profession as you get to know your friend and of course, there are some words that are bound to come out, which comes out irrationally when feelings collide.

I dont care and m fine with ppl who wants to make a good laugh/time. But u have to know ur limit! jagalah hati dan perasaan org lain! daammmnnn. And please don't ever2 mocking others slang because I think it's kind of rude! tahu x?? And do you ever wonder how she/he feels when you r mocking em?? hah? i ask u laahh!! darn baby, darn!

if you think you are the only who can pull the “whatever” attitude, so what? will it make you too good for everything?




some people, or many people are under this impression that i like this guy when the truth is i don’t. and no, he doesn’t have cute fangs and nice TEETH. not as long as i’ve remembered.! and i don’t think i’m okay with that at all. so what makes you think i like him? sorry folks, your argument is invalid.

seriously i want to puke!

u're loser

LMAO!

LOSER!!!

sayang mak!

my mum with my lil Aiman n Azeema.
sorry ma,I couldn't find any better pic of u. hehe ^^

Can people predict the future with cards? My mum can. Really? Yes, she takes one look at my report card and tells me what will happen when my dad gets home. ehehe. ma, u r so sweet :)

Your arms were always open when I needed a hug. Your heart understood when I needed a friend. Your gentle eyes were stern when I needed a lesson. Your strength and love has guided me and gave me wings to fly - Anonymous

I wish I could sit here and and give you words to describe what my mother means to me. There aren't enough words in the dictionary. I don't know how she did it.

nonsense

-Just for a short commercial-

i am having difficulties in seeing. short sighted. and these past few days, i started to wear specs in /outside class because my degree suddenly increases without I noticed it at the first place. I cant imagine how the number of degree will be in a few years from now.


don’t i just look so stubborn yet extremely annoying in here?






and i’ve dream about how i’m having debts with the bank. huge amounts that i don’t think i will be able to pay with my tiny scholarship. it’s been a few days now. am i currently that bad at managing money that i’ve dragged them all to sleep? borrooossssss...!!!!!

The Best Day

I cant stop this song from lingering in my head. :)


The Best Day - Taylor Swift

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop 'til I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today

because it reminds me of these people :)





rindu......