In you I find me

As she looked out the window, she knew it. 

Winter is coming to an end..soon. Fleeting rays of sunlight coming in. She doesn't know how it feels. She loves this season, really.

She took Body Shop lipbalm, the one she got from a senior doctor. Her lips could not be fuller than a melodious pout sung so effortlessly.

She added a hint of sunblock cream with a soft, nervous touch. Little did she know that her skin getting dry in this season.

As she gracefully applied her final touch, she then slid on her dark, brown leather jacket. Done with the hijabs, she slowly walked away from the hopeful standing mirror.

She walked nervously, hiding her smile and singing a love song, in hope that nobody could hear her loud thumping heartbeats.

She walk out with a smile. In this almost end of season, she placed her both hands in her pocket, as she wished for the same thing she’d been wishing the days before.

Hope, new hope.

This is her favourite among all the pictures in still, Sinai in memories. 

Standing at the peak of mountain where Allah spoke, giving Musa His commandments, jangan kufur nikmat yang diberi. Alhamdulillah :)

. Wish for next winter break : Athens!...or maybe another Sinai ;)

Ah, godaan!

Assalamualaikum,

Seusai ashabul kahfi dengan jayanya, hidup harus diteruskan.

Kenapa jauh benar perjalanan? Sebab mencari 'the one', may take a long time. Yang cantik pada pandangan mata, boleh jadi tak kena ukurannya. Untuk mencari yang tepat, it does not necessarily have to look good, have to be branded, but you have to feel good in it. Like its tailor-made for you.

Sesuatu berlaku pada trip yang lepas di mana how little things can bring great joy to you. When random chat on the bus that teach you wisdom you'll remember for a long time, or when someone switched off the upper air-cond on the bus so that you won't catch a cold.

Menjaga ikhtilat, bukan semudah yang disangka.

Tapi anggaplah apa yang berlaku macam...rezeki? Ciss, tak baik kan?

Macam ni lah, biarlah ianya berlalu. I didn't expect to have that someone keeping me company, throughout the journey pun, tapi ada hikmahnya kot?

Hmmm...kalau cakap dengan mak nak kahwin dengan seorang ustaz macam mana ye? 
Macam pasrah dan redha tetiba..

.Note : Just for personal record.  

We are cinderellas of our time

Assalamualaikum,

Just a quick hi to say what's up, and hoping that you guys are well.

Tau tak the feeling of having this done and over with, it's quite a love-hate thingy I have going on with medicine. I love how at least once lah every year, medicine gives me a chance of being cinderella. Hahah!
 

Few weeks of pure, unadulterated ugliness. Me with my comfy clothes and my head buried in books, my sleep deprived eyes with bags, and on occasions, spectacles, watery from watching the slides and modules, no time for self-pampering.

Glad it's all over now.

It's the start of the winter break, hello! A good stretch for 2 weeks.
I'm looking forward to this weekend! Berjalan, melihat dan mentafsir ;)
I'm pretty contented, alhamdulillah.

GOOD LUCK for those having whatever exams you're up to, 

WELCOME BACK to school whoever have just started their classes, and...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS to ME! Hihihi

An escape Route

To you, whom Allah has lie you the task to steal my heart...

Angin…kau nyanyikan lagu..
Untuk permataku..
Tenang selalu..
Bayu..sampaikan berita..
Daku kini ceria..
Aman dan bahagia - Permataku

Some old, bad habits just too 'difficult' to shake off. For the hopeless romantic. Exam syndrome, kinda XD 

Terukir di bintang, tak mungkin hilang...

Assalamualaikum,
Peace be upon you.

Practical exam is done, alhamdulillah, what can I say? Just hoping for the best, tawakal yaAllah. January, a very busy one with so many things to be done; keluar gelap, balik gelap. Pergi hospital, sesat lagi. Haih but alhamdulillah for all the things He taught, for all the things He made me think of, for everything, really.

And so I stay, in this silence of the night, where cries go unheard. Cold freezing breeze blowing through the open windows in my room, wonderful scent after so many hectic days and taking this chance to just take a breath, feeling refreshed, with Yuna's song in the background...



As much as you're a nice person (seems to be) and I like you, I don't know you. How did we know each other, really? But everything that important in my life seems to remind me of you, always.

and yet, I'm so absorbed in my preparation for final semester, half journey through this first year med. The big, fat FINAL monster is going to run amok soon. You don't wanna miss the fun. Doakan saya :')



yours truly,
sedang berdoa, semoga Allah mendengar..