Why do I Love Glee?

Is it because of its choice of songs to record? Is it because of its actors that perfectly fit their roles? Is it because of its high-school themes and choice of plots?

No. It’s EVERYTHING about it.

Glee is not just entertaining but elating, dramatizing Breakfast Club-quality teen angst with the aid of tight production numbers covering new and classic popular songs.

Oh people! how can you fail to love a show featuring songs from great American writing teams??

Even the non-Broadway musical tunes are sung in a musical style. It shows tunes galore! And now I’ve got Avril Lavigne's Keep Holding On and Journey’s Don’t Stop Believing playing over and over in my head. ahhh

There’s definitely a lot more inside Glee. Searching for love that can never be, Deception for our selfishness, Hoping for acceptance and choosing the right decisions in life.

What we see or watch in Glee may perhaps be a reflection of what we are going through in our everyday lives.

Random Snippets Part VII

1. I had trouble falling asleep last night, but I don't think it's because I was really thinking about anything. Maybe I was really active a couple of hours before that because I was working on EE proposal.

2. It was relieving and I was really looking forward to having a break from my academic life!. Uhukk. Kehidupan yang sangat hectic sekarang. I need a rest! Slept around 3 something last night since Glee sangatlah best and I just love the songs in Glee. ehehe.

3. How I wish I can tell my worries to somebody who can make me calmer and clear-headed, at least for that brief moment so I can sleep.

4. Friday is the only day that I feel should be spent carelessly because I need that little break before heading down to more tasks for the weekend and the week ahead. Hehe.

5. When you were young, your mom can predict how you would turn out to be when you're older; you'd start mixing in with your friends and blend with the trends, start making a lot of trouble. I am who I am now because it's how my mom wanted me to be. I didn't listen much to my mom all the time, but I tried and all the things she said are worth the listen, actually. Haha.

6. Miss D! lets play bowling. *wink*

nota kaki : I went jogging with Ayuni and Tim this afternoon when we talked about our dream husband. ahaha.

guess who is on Ayuni's top list? ;p

the most asked question while in Middle East

Local :

Are you Muslim?

Self :

Alhamdulillah (no, "Yes" is not an ideal answer)

i want roti canai

THIS IS NOT A CRAP

hey good morning people..

i'm so hungry and currently craving for this..!

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please anyone? ehehe

ps : teringat makan roti canai dgn Cikgu Azizah and others yg pergi Teluk Itan the other day. Ohhhh, sgt sedaaaaaaapppp

Allah knows

Although sometimes Allah works thing in a way we never can understand but definitely I knew only Allah knows what is best.

Allah tasketh not a soul beyond its scope. For it (is only) that which it hath earned, and against it (only) that which it hath deserved. Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget, or miss the mark! Our Lord! Lay not on us such a burden as thou didst lay on those before us! Our Lord! Impose not on us that which we have not the strength to bear! Pardon us, absolve us and have mercy on us, Thou, our Protector, and give us victory over the disbelieving folk.

-(286) Al-Baqarah-

I believe

I've just finished with chemistry homeworks. As at the moment, I'm stuck in from of this laptop, with a sprained neck and a strained back. I can barely lift my neck up straight but stubbornly, I still wanna blog.

Practically, about nothing. Nothing is running through my head now. Pretty laid back for the night.

By the way, before I proceed, this entry shall not reflect on anything or anyone related to this subject matter. It's just something that has been lingering in my head since Miss D came over to my room this afternoon.

It's nice to think that somewhere in this planet is actually a special someone just for you. Two people so singled out by destiny and fate to wind up being with each other, no matter how long it took. If the two of you were pre-destined, then you're meant to be.

In one way or another, at some point in time, no matter how long you wait, you would end up in each other's arms :)

Azie's Wedding Song

Video ini khas ditujukan buat AZIERA..

wajib tengok dulu!!!!

let's sing Titanic song together bebehh..

Evening Snippets

Thought of giving some personal view on something that had happened in these past few days..

1. You can list down all sorts of things you wish for in life; , u nak byk duit dpt pergi shopping sepuas-puas hatinya, etc but the heart can be such a foolish piece of meat. Everything that you want isn't always what you can have and everything that you have isn't necessarily what you need.

2. Even tho sumthing bad happened in the past, we still can live through the present yea but sometimes nobody knows how deep a certain wound in ur heart is. Well, laughters are simple ways to get out of that sadness, but even it is the best medicine, the scar lives on forever man. But dont forget the biggest helper in our life brothers and sisters. All in all, we must get back to where and who we are.

3. Money is important. Of course it is kan?? But what I'm trying to say is when u have a big sum of money in hand, please don't make it flow out too fast. This is based on the true story, when I went to hospital with Becky just now, Pak Cik Din couldn't take us back to college since he had to attend the director's farewell party.

I only have rm1 left in my purse and ironically Becky didn't bring any money. hardihardihar. So what happened? Ok, we called a cab and when we reached college, we asked the pak cik to wait for a moment because becky went in to take the money. haiy..see? so embrassing. keluar2 xdak duit macam mana??

duit cendol pun belum bayar??? :/

4. When you're in love everything looks pretty, anything is possible, everything is colourful. It's been a while and it's going to take a while for me to see the colours again. Boooooooooo.. but that's okay! Bak kata, seorang pak cik dekat hospital,

" Take it easy. U still have long way to go. U will meet someone along the way"

random

If you've been tired at college, with all those IB stuffs or just generally tired from the pressures around you, take a moment to breathe and re-arrange your thoughts once in a while in a quiet atmosphere.

While study is important, don't forget to eat healthy food and have enough sleep.. it is very important to maintain health people! I realized that I haven't been taking care of my food consumptions and been sleeping late.. my immune system is definitely a lot weaker by that.

Hope I don't fall sick.

Sometimes I feel like screaming, but I don't know if it's for joy or despair. I'm sure it has something to do with silence, mellow songs and empty spaces. Mungkin juga too much of Angus & Julia Stone.

Everyday I see a lot of people, but I'm only constantly looking for one.

Misi Kemanusiaan Cambodia Part 2

Day 2

we got the chance to enter our so-called-pisa. ehehe

senam aerobic in the morning

scarf hunting with kiki

"Oh, tolong lah kami makcik pakcik. Kita org memerlukan derma untuk membantu kanak-kanak di Cambodia"

menghias beca

we bought few baskets to collect money

she was sooooo scaryyyyyyyy

what was that aizat??

and we ended up lepak-ing at mcd at 130 am

ps : oh serious sgt penat and masih sakit2 belakang sampai sekarang

Misi Kemanusiaan Cambodia Part 1

Yesterday I spent almost the whole day preparing for a program called Larian Marathon something organized by sorry-I-dont-know-who. We stay at Rumah Penginapan somewhere in Teluk Intan, Perak which is a good place to go if the hotel is fully book and the journey from Dataran( where the event will be held ) to here is relatively short. I'm glad that I'm on this trip as this is the new adventure for me. uyeahh

I am here with Puan Azizah, Kiki, Fakri, Aizat, Elynn together with two seniors from KMB, Kak Aida n Kak Paan. Basically we are here to promote our project and at the same time we are going to join the urusetia team tomorrow morning. (haizz..already morning what..) 20th lah to be exact.

Well, Here are a few pictures that I took yesterday...

this boy named Hakimi. Kak Anum's nephew. By the way, Kak Anum lah yg tolong bawak program Cambodia ke MHI the other day.

me infront of Menara Condong. ehehe. rasanya rupa aku tak retarded lah dlm gambar ni, kan Zie?

Elynn was helping in the process of drying the print.

Kak Aida n Kak Paan

and this is our tabung for coming event

Kiki was trying to pin the pictures on the board where we are going to have our own booth to promote the project.

All right people, since it's already 3.50 am and we should be at the dataran by 7.15 in the morning, I'll stop here.

Nite. (morning lahhh...)

Friendship

This happen few days ago during the holiday. ahaha.

amboi ayuni..azie.. ;p

Friendship is what makes us stronger as we get through hardships, which also brings us laughters and tears and memories together :)

Friendship gives us certain feeling of peace, love and happiness though I'm not sure what exactly happiness means but as long as we're in the good company, living in an ice cold world is nothing.

The presence of the persons we love will warm our hearts. Even when we get badly down, the pain we share becomes a big motivation for us in learning to become a better person.

Love really brings us to greater heights isn't it?

Saya Mata Duitan

TAKE ME TO SUSHI KING!!!!!!

I think the title doesn't suite my entry btw.

Hai people! I was relieved after two series of classes and we ended at 9.40 am. So, we went for our CAS and so we didn't have the meeting because the members might be boring with this club so they didnt want to show up their face anymore.

Oh before I forget, I send my fourth time proposal to Mdm Noraini with pathetic high hope so that she will say the big YES to be my supervisor for me (ohh..sounds wrong). After that, she said, "Hurmm..ok, i'll discuss it with other teacher first." So I was like "OMG! Is this the signnnn??" Ya Allah tolonglah, ini dah kali ke 4 menghantar proposal. Dan 3 sebelumnya kena reject . Jadi faham tak apa perasaan kalau yg ke 4 pun kena reject??

Honestly, I don'e feel like I'm in college. hahaha. After 5 days long of holiday, I feel sooo free. lazy me, i know. Oh, what to do, IB is sooo torturing (if you proscastinate).

By the way, I'm going to meet En Ismail, Ketua Jabatan Kerja Sosial at Hospital Tuanku Jaafar tomorrow. This is regarding our Mercy's attachment at the hospital. So, I'm gonna skip the econ's consultation class in the afternoon. That'a yeay!!

Quote of the day :

"If I get married I regard my salary as my money and my husband's salary as my money too."

Ice Cream hunting

duit tak cukup tapi ada hati nak beli ice cream mahal. saya ada 1.50 in the pocket (bukan purse ye), azie ada 4.50. ayuni lagi lah nazak. zero terus. ahaha.

finally, dgn muka tak malunya pergi pinjam duit dekat hanun - tauke reload terkaya. nasib baik CP dekat je kan. ramai je jumpa budak2 kolej jadi ada kelebihan di situ.

Tau tak tadi kan apabila Azie disuggest oleh Yuni untuk beli ice cream jenama 'creamo', die dh mcm buat muka 'jenama apa tu??') Inilah die, antara golongan yang..hurm..tak nak sebut lah sebab nanti macam dah terkutuk diri sendiri =.='

saya suggestkan pinjam lah duit dgn kwn2 yg kita buat2 terserempak dekat CP biarpun sebelum ni buat macam tak kenal kalau jumpa. (tak da kaitan hidup dan mati)

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dan nota kepada awak :-

selamat fly ke melbourne ye malam ni!

perkenalan kita sungguh singkat sampaikan saya tak sempat nak hantar awk ke KLIA ;p

*tiba2 mcm dh berubah fikiran tak nak ke NZ. nak melbourne boleh x?*

ok fine. gedik.

14 things

I was tagged by Rosey yesterday and I'd just realised it just now. Speaking of which, I didn't do tagging in a really long time.

Rules: once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tag.

1. Today is already the second last day of hols. and I haven't done anything related to academics yet! It's always in my mind, to figure out my timetables but I just can't seem to send the same message to my limbs nor to any of the other organs attached to me. So far I've only taken a look at it. How much energy is required to move your eyeballs? Sikit je.

2. I miss Laksa Sarawak and Mee kolok. I miss the aroma, the taste everything except for the prawns because am allergy to prawns. eee..

3. Weddings are so fun to go to! I used to dread it as a child, merely because I have to dress up and follow my mother along in the sea of noisy women but nowadays I love the festivity of it, especially the ones that are held close to tradition. *tanda2 mcm nak kahwin?*

4. I LOVE shopping. Period.

5. Someone asked "boleh saya kenal awak?" ahaha. sumpah comel. maaf yuni. maaf azie. nak buat macam mane, orang tu dah hulurkan salam perkenalan, mestilah saya terima. dan mestilah solo tak kan nak berkongsi??? :p

6. Oh, still on the 6th? 19 more to go

7. If there's one thing that is important enough for you to know about me at this moment is that- I'm very homesick and I need to go home as soon as possible. Life has been busy like bubby and the homesickness grows exponentially. Yes, I will get the flight to Kuching the day I arrive from Cambodia. Xkisah lah kejap. Asalkan balit dowwhhh

8. I know my malay is not that good and I swear I laughed hysterically when I read this line in Rosey's blog "once my friend told another friend, "tepilah, semak" and I replied "kenapa you panggil dia semak? he's human lah, bukan belukar".

9. I like to order ice lemon tea when i go dinner with family or outing with some friends. No matter where it is, hotel ke, restaurant ke, kedai mamak ke. Idk why. ahaha. And for western foods, I prefer fish and chips :) xlejuk ku mkn tok

10. ..And my room is still in a mess. I'm still not liking the idea of unpacking all the stuff that I keep in the room because I feel so sick just looking at everything. That's why I;m not in my room at this moment. ehehe

11. I believe that being a spiritually healthy can really reflect your personality as you go on in life. I want to be a good daughter,a good friend, a caring wife etc etc; so in order to achieve that I need to continously feed my soul with enlightenments so I can spiritually improve myself. I think religion plays a big role in our spiritual habits so I guess I shall pay attention at that area too.

12. I want to be someone who will never run out of money. If possible, I want to earn the money in my bank account(s) through a stable profession. Get myself a job with a filthy big company and get my portion of big bucks. or find myself a rich husband ?

13. Oh I bought a book "Twenties Girl" by Sophie Kinsella. I haven't read it yet, because I need to spend some time to sort out my homeworks for the lectures next week and last night I was too tired to begin reading it. I read a few chapters from the book and yes, Sophie Kinsella never makes me down.

14. Uhh, I think I better stop it right here. Lots of works are waiting in the list!

and the 10 people are...

hmm...anyone of you who's reading this and have nothing better to do. you are more than welcome. :)

Ronggeng

I'm so sick of the Genetic Problems thing that Mdm Rohana assigned us to do it over the weekend. So here I am :) come for an update.

How's your weekend peeps? I'm sure most of you have had the chance to stuff your tummies with loads of delicious foods and went somewhere perhaps ?

Well... mine wasn't bad either, I went to KL with Ayuni and Azie. We stay at Ayuni's aunt house at Pantai Dalam. Actually I didn't have that in mind and thought of not staying over since I got lotssssss of homework to be completed.. But I didn't object either upon their plan.

Azie+ Kak Uni

As what I always mentioned before, it is quite dangerous for me to have money/cash in hand. I can just be tempted to buy anything!!! (but now I can feel I'm more consider towards buying stuffs.ehehe) So, what did I buy? Nose's wedges and a jubah :)

I was considering to buy a Carlo Rino sandal before that but I think it is just too simple but...

(ok, now I can feel the regret..). demn, it is sooooo nice!!! huh

All in all, duit kering!

Academic Day

Gong xi fa chai

Happy Chinese New Year, friends. It's the year of the Tiger yo'! I love CNYs. Apart from the fact that we get holidays off it, the joyful celebration is just too contagious. The sights, the sounds.. I love it. Haha. I always follow my dad to his friends house so that i can get Mandarin oranges because they are very juicy (mcm kat psar xda oh?). oh i like. but this year, I'm too far from home.

For this holiday, I'll join Yuni to stay in KL with Azie. So, I'd listed a few things to buy now. But it's dangerous for me to be in shopping malls because I can just be tempted to buy anything.. whether I'm going to use it or not. Phewh. My money is quickly drying in my bank account.. haha. My friends, please don't ask me to go to town again after this.. at least not until the end of the month. You are allowed to leave me rotten and boring tahap nyawa ikan here in this lonely KMS.

Speaking of brands, I think I'm cursed to like them.. and for that, I realize that I'd probably not be at my happiest emotional level if I don't have some items that are made of the best brands in the market. Maybe I was raised that way, because both my parents can be picky at things and sometimes all they want is something that they can have for a long time, in other words.. they want the best. Of course, everyone wants the same, but not everyone cares on getting something with a name, right? I think I've successfully inherited that strange trait. But don't be scared if you wish to be a part of my family, we're normal most of the time. :)

Happy Chinese New Year! Gong xi fa cai.

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I'm a KMB student. not KMS anymore

Hai! I'm a student from Mara College Banting batch 09/11

Sila beri tunjuk ajar

and should I click Confirm rather than just Ignore it? ahaha

I don't have the title

Random pics on the third meeting of Camb Project..

The internet in my room is so slow that I had to open up Windows Notepad to blog prior to publishing it. No, I'm not kidding.

Huiyoyooo! Weekends are always a blessing, no? There goes the first month of 2nd Year (2nd semester) for me.Now I'm panicking that I don't understand a thing from Economics Models for Maths, which I'm always scared to go because honestly I'm not into maths. And the biggest thing is, Miss Ayu our Mara people had warned us if we don't get good results for this second sem, she will take action (like send the warning letter to our parents). Seriously, why so serious? it makes me nervous-wrecked.

Even though most things this week are normal, I feel like I'm in a whole new world because of this.. you know, seriousness. Ohh I admit it that I'm not the smartest person, so my dear lecturers please lah don't torture me too much.. and friends, do help me! :) Lots of works to be completed, new things to learn, new memories to be cherished..~

I said it....

...I'm going to be cool with whatever happens between us. The moment I saw it falling apart, I knew I'm going to crack because sometimes I can be vulnerable but I told myself everything's going to be fine if I just hold on for a little longer. Now I'm in a million pieces just thinking about how broken we turn out to be, but you'd never know that because I never showed. Truth is, I haven't been cool about it and I'm especially afraid of the future.

I'm 18 years old, only 18 years old but that doesn't mean I can be sure I've another 18 years. I can't poke around and say I'm always right. Give me time and space to grow a little more, and I'm good to go.

The world is cruel

but only if you are naive and stupid...

I can online with my broadband now. yeay! because for the last half month, I've been using others. kesian. but I know *cough* I must reduce my usage on the internet because I know it would bring large impact on me personally. ahaha. but u know lah,, when u online, you log in into your facebook account, your twitter account, stalking on his facebook account anddddd...puff..lagha2.

everybody is busy with their english oral presentation at the moment. what more to say the malay presentation. oh, okonkwo (nasri pronounce it as OKONWO not OKONKO). ahaha. Talking about Nasri, I like him!!! Budak laki perasan berasal dari korea. He always claimed he's from Korea and no its never annoy me. He always cheers people up and never fails to make me laugh. The honesty and his sincerity are what I like about him. I don't want friend who tend to judge or provoc you. I want someone who are honest in friendship and accept you the way you are.

and i've done with my oral this morning. but it sucks man. mdm noraini commented bad about our presentation. ouucchh. like seriously mmg sucks pun since we didnt prepare well. And one thing for sure when you do oral, please dont make it obvious that you're memorizing the text. It spoils the whole thing man. I mean, mcm if you forgot ur lines, just skip the part lah. but dont make it too obvious. haizz..

This semester will be the starting journey of my Mega Project for IB Year 1 students. Basically all the IB Year 1 students must involve and I got my group this morning. Im in the mural painting since I love the way it sounds. ahaha. mural mural mural. blaahh. Even though I feel that it would be hard for me (because I'm not that creative and art people),but challenges accepted (ambik trademark dari budak KMB punyer tshirt punyer cambodia project ;p). Since the financial is so fragile at the moment, we are going to do the Mega Project in our beloved college. Like our seniors last year, they did it at Kpg Bayai and they have their own foster family which I think it's sooo cool and the experience of meeting new people is the best!

I hope to become a good lover to those around me. I miss some people very much. I just wish we can spend as much time as we did in the past. You make me genuinely happy.