hai! my name is yanny

adorable!

i like.

*ehem.. It's the thrilling sense of inspiration, when you see something like this*

hello 2010!

picture

p/s : and oh maaf dah jarang on9 YM. I main Skype je sekarang ni~

17 things I did during this holiday

Recall..

*access*

my very first time playing frisbee

went to the new DUN

first attempt to bake cornflakes but it failed.

i brought my lil sis when I went out with Amal

Azah learned how to use chopstick and I do hope she learned the lessons

watched movies with my besties

attachment at the hospital with Fakri



had the chance to eat mee kolok

went to the funfair and had some fun!

kill my boredom by playing Plants vs Zombies

went to the State Library and photoshoot



cooked spaghetti at Amal's house

did our CAS at PDK with KMB mates and enjoyed playing with Aizat's new DSLR

went out on my birthday with Dayang and Amal. and oh yeah, thanx for the teddy! :)



read these three boring books for Malay A1 purpose. (oh, this is IB thing)

Pizza treat with some mates

attend Aaron's Christmas dinner

It's supposed to be 18 but I don't have the picture of my mum's car after the accident.
Oh, how pathetic it sounds

3 more days :(

aiman

Garfield got a new shirt

Cute Baby

He's trying very hard to stay awake.

awww....soooo cuteeeeeee

my so called resolution

Dear diary,

It's only less than 4 days to new year. Time flew so fast, it felt just like whenever you are reaching towards the end of a tunnel... the aftermath ; it's either u feel relieved or suffocated. Metaphorically speaking.

Almost every year I put up a list of resolution in my head and when it comes to the end of that year, somehow I cannot remember any of it anymore. Well, it is not because I managed to fulfill all the things or found the solutions to vote out any of those wishful-thinking wishes. It is probably because by the time I stick the idea or wish into my head, at almost infinitesimal time I will forget it, bluntly.

So this year, apart from the promise to myself of to be a better person ( a little bit better than the year before), I'm wishing of these :

1. Achieve a savings equivalent to 6 months worth of my elaunce given by MARA. Since I am very boros person, like I can't even have RM100 in my purse. Surely I'll belanja it all. Seriously I tell you. If u give me 1K for me to spend it like for a day, puff! . I think saving money is a virtue I should pick while I'm still young.

2. I'll try to reduce those emo entries. Whenever i re-read some of my previos entries, I laughed, I swore and I must admit, I do write some brilliant shit about my so called pathetic life. It was so easy to spill out everything all over because I couldn't care less about what people think about my posts. I just write and write and write. Until I got so overwhelmed with responses from fellow bloggers/readers who reads my blog. I was afraid of hurting others feeling with my entries.

3. Be nice to your annoying friends. I know she's/he's your college mate but seriously, how do you stand *'s annoying non-stop babbler about "kenapelah org Swk ni ni ni?" and how she/he mocking on your pronunciation? Is it wrong for me to tell and scream at her/him "Get a life!" ? but don't you think that is better than analysing the whole drama the way you do it for hours?

4. Stop being a stalker at him... or at least make it less obvious. And OK, I will also stop checking out Facebook profiles of the boy I used to have crushes on.

5. As what I said, I'll be ready to embrace it. And in life, it is pointless to wait for such a long time, and for what? For hope? For two people to keep on waiting for that one miraculous day when they haplessly bump into each other by kismet, and significantly change thier lives the moment thet lay eyes upon the other, is simply preposterous. Waiting is one of the most excruciating types of pain.

6. I will become more and more and more and more careful in driving. Don't ignored the fact that motorcyclists are everywhere and they will hunt you for the rest of your live. Funny thing was, I distinctively remembered that during that moment (accident), everything was kind of happening in slow motion. Right before the motocycle hit my mum's car, I remember thinking to myself, "Hmmmm...this is gonna cost me a lot of money man!"

And the moral of the story is : buy insurance

7. No sleep in class. Usually when it's only 8.30am and I'm already very sleepy! These days I fall asleep so easily and very early in the night too. Is it weird to sleep so early? I think it's rare to see people in this college who sleeps so early at night like me.. hehe. When I say its early, I mean it's around 1.30am. And how I wish I can just take a walk outside until the rising sun warms up the atmosphere in the morning. But that's not always possible with lazy me. Hmm.

8. Stuy hard and smart for the second semester. I think I should re-schedule and re-organize my way of study. Because I screwed up my Sem 1 exam. It was bad. When I say bad, I really mean it. BAD!

9. I'd like to think I'm strong enough not to easily be knocked down by some bitter hearts who knew nothing about me. I believe I'm better than whoever that is worst than me. (haha! okay, that's silly..) I gotta be consistent.. I will keep the dream alive. I need to desaturate the distracting little things off my mind.. I can do it if I just put my mind to it! Yes, this is a public declaration.

10. Get a rich boyfriend. Oh, did I just say something? Ok2. Forget about it.

Final words : I love to crap. Forgive me

Dear friend,

as i look back on all that's happened...growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me---there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss u and how much i truly love you. The past may be gone together..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send u my love, hoping that u'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant each other and for whatever the future may hold. - goodbyequotes

I feel like crying

I'll always be the child in mine

There's a line....

between friends and not friends.

It's rather depressing when I think about the fact that we didn't spend as much time as we used to. We didn't talk much either. I don't blame you. I understand that you're a busy person. I am busy myself. To make the situation became worst, you went to Europe to fulfill your dream. But there's no excuse for me not to put ENOUGH effort to maintain this relationship.

I feel like we've grown distant. There is this space between us even while we meet. It gets frustrating. And that dream of mine further adds fear into me. I am so darn afraid of it becoming reality. Darn, maybe things just get int a routine as time passes by, that those exhilarating moments are no longer satiable.

It has been a year since u left me. Was I left with any other options?



Come what may, I'll be ready to embrace it. I'll be glad to feel sad. I'll be more than appreciated to accept. I'll be what I'll be. I'll see what I want to see. I'll find a way, indeed. I'll always be the child in mine

Me and KMB mates Part II

Hey there people. Today was my last day at the PDK.
Unfortunately, not so many kids were there for today because some of them are going back to their hometown and preparing for the upcoming Christmas celebration.

Amal joined us for today. from Intec, pharmacist in the making.
Lucky her because she didnt need to write the cas log.

all of us with the staffs at PDK
Liaw, Sam, Aizat, Evan, teachers, Azah, Jennifer
me, Miss Temah, Amal and Ezz

After all there were just a few of kids there so basically we just doing nothing, babbling around and playing some games.
Then, Pizza Hut for lunch :) love love

The mastermind was Sam when he wanted to treat me with Pizza Hut.

a belly full of pizza, after all it was my Birthday! :)

the main reason I post this entry is to thank all of you who were 'willing' (well, i guess ;p) to belanja me today! ahaha.



2 calls, 25 messages and 135 wishes on FB :)
Thank u all for the kind wishes


Would everyone stop being so nice to me? I’ll never be thin! (Oh yes, I will!)

Me and KMB mates

Well, as an IB student, even when its come to holiday, there must be some activities/works for us to do. Am I right? yeaahh.. I know.

So, with some of my KMB mates, we went to Pusat Pemulihan dalam Komuniti, PDK Kem Penrissen. This centre is for disabled kids like down syndrom. We begin our journey from airport. The people incharged were Sam, Evan, Aizat, Azah, Ezz, Jennifer, Ryner and including me! :)

This place brought me to another sight of Kuching where it is quite far from the town.

Basically, every morning the workers there will do some treatment and we called it physiotheraphy. Doing some brushes and few techniques which me myself didn't understand it either.

Here we can see Ezz became a teacher for a while. That student (purple shirt) is a slow thinker. He still cannot catch up with the lessons even though Ezz keep on saying 'buah kuning ya mangga'. He still cannot differentiate those fruits. Honestly and personally I hope he will be a better person one day.

Captured during the recess time which is around 10 am (if I'm not mistaken).

Evan + Sam + Me + Ezz

This is their class and they learn new lessons here, play some games, etc. Some of the kids are still shy and needed to be assisted.

I call him Abang. He's not feeling well today so he needs her mother's help to lead him in his drawing.

The girl in yellow shirt likes to smile/laugh. Her name is Angela. And I noticed she likes it whenever I took her picture. ehehe. And Jennifer was helping her to color the drawing. (err..yes its true but I guess Jenn already tired ahh at that moment). The problem with Angela - she is still unable to control her fingers movement.

The boys with Wan. Very talkative and friendly.

All in all, I like this one picture

Meet their son, Jacob. He's 6 years old now. it all happened one passionate night 6 years ago...

Ok so I lied, he's not their son. Sorry Azah! Sorry Evan! LOL.

But look at him, isn't he just the cutest little boy ever?

Like me, Jacob is also in the process of 're-discovering himself'. I'm pretty sure he's still not quite there yet.

ahemmm...

Hope, through this event, we all are able to understand to the feeling and wants of the minority group in our society who are disable. A simple efforts will make them smile :)

Picnic

Whenever holidays are coming around, one thing immediately pops into my mind.




FOOD!

Well actually we planned to go to the beach but unfortunately Amal couldnt make it so we plan new plan (oh too much plan there). Yeah, instead of going to the beach or sungai or tasik or whatever it is, so, we decided to picnic at her house!

So, we went to CSM first to buy all the things that we needed because on the menu list (we were very organized u know, we got the menu list, no kidding ma), we wanted to cook spaghetti. Yeah, we headed there and enjoy ourself buying those kind of stuff. sounds silly.

Next stop -->Pustaka

I have a bunch of friends who's into photography and brings around their dSLR all the time. I feel like we are a big bunch of paparazzi. haha.

We bumped into Bro Musa who actually the person who works at the Pustaka State Library and he takes photography as his hobby. We didnt know each other at the first place until he asked Suha something which I did not know myself because I was too busy posing as a model at that moment. (hahah.silly me..i know)

And he owns Nikon D90!

It's an expensive hobby lah, this whole photography thing. I don't even have aspirations to be a professional photographer. I just wanna take better pictures than I currently do. Photography just like 'main2 or suka2'. Not that serious for me actually. That's why I put it on hold to own a DSLR.

us ! Taken by Abg Musa.
Using my Canon Ixus. (kamera besa jak tok)




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*looks at own Canon Ixus*

i want a dSLR, too. *pouts*

daddy?

seriously, i love the crisp photo quality. only a dSLR can give you that. and the satisfaction of having that big piece of equipment in your hands while snapping high quality photographs? priceless.

okay now i really want one.

DADDY??

ohh..sounds pathetic =.='

Yesterday

We watched the Avatar. and it was a holy cool movie! As I expected, lots of camera movements and booms here & there. Oh well, gotta say that the movie isn't that bad at all, just that I don't really understand why everything have to go back to the secret services bulls. But never mind, orang asli won at last. oh go go Eywa! :)

Having dined at most of the other finer restaurants around Kuching, I have no doubt in saying that Bimmers beats all competition with its boot firmly impaled up their arses.

Kolok Mee is such an inseparable part of the whole Kuching culture. Ask any Sarawakian living overseas what they miss most about their hometown and they would all say,

"Kolo Mee... Laksa Sarawak.."

nom nom nom

For privacy reasons, I'm afraid I cannot reveal her name. Besides, Amal wouldn't like it if I make fun of her on the Internet.

gossiping a bit here and there. giglling and commenting on each other.

then, we headed to UK Fun Fair at Taman Sukma and had fun! :)

Thanx Amal, Azah, Jam, Ryza, Suha, Nazri, Afick, Mia, n Aiman :D

Terrible Day

This morning was terrible. I had an accident infront of the Sego Centre on my way to the hospital. (mok keluar simpang rumah tok). I couldnt describe the whole things in words. Im still speechless about it. My head is heavy, my heart is out of place, my emotions are going down low.. Well, this is my first time you know. So, my mood was unstable and I'm unable to think properly. Thats why I refused to join Fakri at the hospital today. Sorry lah hah.

and I guess I wouldnt be using the car for quite some time because I feel guilty towards my parents even tho daddy still looks cool after the accident. =.='
(ps: n he even gave me some pocket money. ahahahahah. ok I shoudnt laugh. bad daughter)

The first thing that I looked for when I came back this afternoon was the bed sheet. I dozed off. I've been down with a heavy headache since I woke up which lead to myself not in the mood to do anything.

So someone please entertain me. I'm very disheartened and I need a good laugh. Thank you very much. :)



ps: Peak will be going back to Kuching tomorrow and this lights me up! because I need to find hang-out friends as many as possible. I need them.

hello!

Salam peeps!

I'll just make this one short because I am quite busy this week. As I mention earlier, I'm currently doing my CAS at Normah Medical Specialist. So, when I came back at home, I'm easily tired and sleepy and usually doze off around 9/10. My updates are currently on Twitter ; what I actually do there, how nice I am to the patient (hehe)and how pathetic the day is when you don't have works to do. ahaha. So, you can update things from me (as if people want to know) there because at this point of time, I don't think I'm going to post an entry regarding my attachment. There're some reason for it.

All in all what I'm really want to update about is this one. I received an email from Coach and this is really choking me up! ahahaha.

for my birthday. anyone?







*silent*

magic of friendship

the magic of friendship dwells within the heart. And nobody knows how exactly it happened or when did it actually started. But the happiness brings u up to wonderful places :)

Super Lovely People

O HAI! Tiqa hot bebeh in the house!!!

Oh, did I just say HOT?

lalalalala



So I watched Zombieland, or according the Malay subtitles, Tanah Orang Belum Mati Habis. or is it Tanah Orang Belum Mati Sepenuhnya? Oh, land is tanah right? or kawasan? urgh..ok, i start to rambling.



It was good. I was laughing all the time! i was like, "WTH" (all the time, err.not all the time but mostly) and I won't say bad because I reckon the boy who played Columbus singlehandedly lights up the show. As what Amal said, the look, I mean when he got blur or sumthing, he looks like one of our friend, Jam. haha!

Sushi King for lunch. Despite having more than enough sushi to go around, the crowd were going after them sushi like aunties during warehouse sales. That includes us. hardihardihar! *exaggerated*





and i think i look....u know more goody-goody one compared to those two people. ohh are u with me? uuyeahh..that's my baby



I don't care, man. I have already come all the way here so I better have my sushi or all hell's gonna break lose! uuyeaahhh



hey bebeh. I is at da Sushi's haus, eating all the sushi! nom nom nom.

In the words of Arnold, hasta la vista, baby.


BTW, one of the menu caught my attention. I didn't realize it at the very first place but Amal told me about it. (ya.she always know.like..poret? daa ;p) One of the menu's name is IKA MARUYAKI.




She told me about that and I was actually waiting for her to laugh because I thought she was mocking my name but actually, what she was trying to say is the name 'Ika' reminds her of Zakwan's girlfriend.

But at the same time pathethically I imagined myself as a squid (literally). oh, the meaning of IKA MARUYAKI? Grilled whole squid. Like this one?



urghh..new name? Tiqa the Squid. like..WTH????



ok. Then we headed back home. tadaaa..

and pathetically, someone left her pepsi in the car



.....without any further notice