May 25, 2010

FINAL!


Anyways, it's the final exams season again in MCS. I'm afraid I've got lots of things to be done to fix the holes :(


All in all, good luck to those who are going to be sitting for Sem 2 Final IB starting tomorrow and best of luck to those currently undergoing their final exams too. Remember, everyone's a genius! Err.. well even if you're not a genius, think like one. Not think that you are one.. hehee. I'm sure it's not that bad.. c'mon now.. positive, people!


ps: kal ho naaa hoo!!!

May 23, 2010

mak, saya mau kahwin?


Kamu! Jangan fikir saya masih melupakan bahasa ibunda! Walaupun saya akui saya sememangnya lemah. ye, saya selalu tak dapat bezakan perkataan 'tikam' dan 'baling'.

pabila saya cakap 'aisyah, tolong tikam benda tu kat aku,', aisyah pun buat muka blur dan akhirnya ketawa. dan setelah mendengar perbezaannya tikam dan baling dari aisyah, tapi kenapa saya asyik ulang kesilapan yang sama? sampai sekarang kot?

baiklah, entry kali ini dibuat sebab telalu muak dan rasa nak muntah tengok nombor2 dalam mathematics. dan diilhamkan dari perbualan dengan Mr F dan Miss A ketika dalam perjalanan pulang dari bistro di pagi Ahad.

dari sini kita masuk ke knowledge isu nya iaitu Mr F claimed (apa claimed dlm bm?) yang saya akan berkahwin ketika berumur 26 tahun dan bakal suami ialah seorang yang bekerja pejabat.

Ok saya tidak ada masalah dengan perkara itu sebab saya memang agak bsetuju kerana saya punya target adalah 25-26. ahahahahah. cheewaaahhh. gila loser cakap pasal kahwin ? eh tak lah. tak loser pon.

ok, dan saya dengan ini pun macam nak terfikir mengelistkan ciri2 suami idaman kan alang2 menyeluk pekasam biar lah sampai ke pangkal lengan (tengok, penggunaan simpulan bahasa masih baik) *muka bangga banyak*




1. Pandai ambik jaga mak bapak saya. ahahaha. sebab saya rasa parents saya agak cerewet dan sememangnya ingin yang terbaik untuk anak perempuan sulungnya kan? betul tak mak? yes yes. macam dulu ex bf pernah tolong mak gardening dekat rumah dan pernah bawakkan bubur mcD ke rumah ketika saya demam. itu rasanya sangat sweet. :)))

2. Dia mesti bekerja. Ok, siapa yang tak nak suami bekerja? Yang berkerja tu mesti lah ada duit nak menampung kehidupan keluarga kan kan? mati lah saya kalau beg keluaran terbaru C&K keluar, suami tak mampu nak belikan?

3. Dan jangan risau kepada bakal suami saya, saya bukanlah seorang yang senang nak merajuk. jadi anda tidak perlu ada kebolehan untuk memujuk isteri. tapi satu bonus jika anda ada sifat pandai memujuk :)

4. Bakal suami mestilah sayang atau pandai ambik hati budak-budak. haaa..sebab saya gila dengan budak2 comel. sangat cuteeee..oh, sebab ada tau jenis lelaki yang tak suka budak-budak macam kawan sayaa..

5. Boleh tak nak cakap yang saya suka seorang yang pandai memberi nasihat dan matang dalam apa jua tindakan beliau? chewaahh..tak, bukannya apa. sebab saya ni seorang yang fragile(rapuh dalam bm macam tak sesuai kan?). Jadi saya perlukan seseorang yang betul2 boleh menjaga dan nasihatnya boleh diterima oleh saya. ala. comelkan?

6. Yang boleh menemani dan tidak jemu untuk menemani saya untuk bershopping. maaflah cik abang, saya punya penyakit ni memang tak boleh dirawat. sangat kronik kalau memegang duit beribu2. macam suma benda nak disapu. tapi saya akan consider lah kan kat awak? takkan nak berjam2 shopping kan? sbb saya ni bukanlah cerewat sangat pun ;p

7. ada tak yang pandai buat lawak? sebab mesti lah rumah tangga sunyi je tanpa gelak ketawa kan? lawak bodoh pun takpe asal boleh saya ketawa. saya dah awal2 reject saya punya classmate, Mr S. ahahahahaha sebab kan bila saya cakap gelak2 dalam phone dengan dia, dia boleh je buat senyap je? memang terus jadi awkward situation. ahahaha. maaflah mr S.



hmm..tak tau nak fikir apa lagi. tapi yang d atas tu adalah yang terpenting lah. chewaahh. lagipun integration sebelah ni macam dah menjeling tajam sampai saya pun terkelu nak tulis apa lagi.

baiklah kawan2 entry ini sekadar untuk melepaskan tekanan berhadapan dengan maths sebentar. yeaahh..saya kembali menggila.

May 22, 2010

chirp chirp


The last day of Cikgu Ikhwan in Mara College Seremban! Even tho he didnt teach me on any subject in college, I knew him since I joined the Cambodia Project. It was sad really because cikgu was like our bapak instead of having Pak Lan as our bapak too!
(sounds weird ahh this sentences) ahaha.btw, gonna miss Cikgu Ikhwan.
selamat menempuh alam perkahwinan cikgu! :))

and it's gonna be a long weekend and finally I feel like posting something here.

Well actually, I have so many things going on in my head right now that I just can't afford to spill everything out. Haven't been calling home much either. I have things to tell mom, but at this particular phase I'm just not keen to talk about anything to anyone.

It's kinda weird though, I'm dying to tell somebody about the stories of my life over here but at the same time I'm too tangled to sort my words up so that everything I say makes perfect sense.

In the mean time, I'm getting hyped about Twittering though. I've been updating through Nimbuzz a lot. Since sekarang dah maju kan depan2 Cikgu Hasmah dlm kelas Malay A1, pun boleh update tweet. Sorry cikgu =.='

Since I haven't much time to indulge myself in a good reflective mode to blog, I'm more on the one-liner updates these days and it's kinda cool to update everywhere you go. Follow me on Twitter if you feel like stalking me.



Sekarang pun stalker mcam CARE about kita kan, kalau kita ambik quote dr blog org, rajin2 pulak beri comment link dr mana kt dpt quote tu. terbaik lah stalker mcm ni. *clap clap*

May 19, 2010

rise and shine


Good morning, rise and shine to the sounds of the birds chirping its way into the day. I'm having two slices of bread + Neslo for breakfast. Nice.

I've been in a series unfortunate events since my Vector paper which I didn't perform very well due to the technical problem AND the air cond at the LT3 failed to be friendly with me to a comfortable temperature so my brain was technically freezed. But aye that's over I guess, just that I don't feel satisfied at all with it.

Too much of alasan dont u think? long sighhhhhhh :/



Before I signed off, lets take a look at some of these pics.

When 5 people gathered with the same pattern of baju kurung but with different colour. weeeee


siblings

freedom

:)

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:)

May 18, 2010

this is random





I think I wanna buy a new Body Shop perfume because my current Dewberry have been constantly using for the past 2 months.

Do you know? I tend to wear the same perfume for like a few months or even years. There is this one perfume which I forgot the name, mummy bought it for me when I was in Form 4 and I constantly use the same brand perfume for 2 years.

I just prefer to connect things I am familiar with...

for example, everytime i went to baskin robbins, i rarely picked other flavours apart from vanila and strawberry cheese cake. this is because i was having doubts whether, are other flavours delicious as my favourites, could they satisfy my sweet tooth lust, or simply just wondering are pralines cream or etc could give me extra calories.

same goes to life, life has provide us with lots of choices. it is depend on us whether to buy the same ice cream or be a risk taker and buy a green tea ice cream. you might like it, or you might spit it, but at least you know what you hate or adore.



Oh life is indeed mysterious. It gets pretty scary when you come to think of how air plays a major role in our lives while it is practically invisible. Even scarier knowing that you actually know nothing is for sure. - Dianarikasari

receive a waffle from an anonymous and found it in front of your door room is even scarier...

This post is so random I know...;)


Now is like 2.34 am.
Time to hit the bed.
Bye peeps!
Nite and have a sweet dream :)


May 17, 2010

nice

I think this is COOL!!!!!!!!


coke

May 15, 2010

for the rest of my life

By the way, the title has nothing to do with my entry. It is just that Im now listening to Maher Zain's For the rest of My Life. :)

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Kenapa lah patik sangat malas dan suka bertangguh. It's always in my mind, to figure out my timetables but I just can't seem to send the same message to my limbs nor to any of the other organs attached to me.

So far I've only taken a look at it. How much energy is required to move your eyeballs? Sikit je.

anyway, seeing that exam is 1 week away, i think im going to ditch all those healthy stuff.

im going to consume nescafe again. or maybe Neslo to make it not too obvious im taking nescafe
eat as much as i like!
and score like i used too!
sorry body. :|

lately i have this funny feelings, you know when your heart beats faster than you could comprehend the feeling. An eerie feeling, but in a good way of course, about something. or perhaps, smiling without reason. or maybe i am in love. :|

the funniest thing is that, if so, i dont know with who. im pretty much sure that my heart is still with me but that tingly vibes wont fade away. or maybe im just to obsess with IB <3

AHAHAHAHA

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ps : finally bought myself a new hp yesterday!

Blackberry ke? *wink*


May 13, 2010

ku sangka panas hingga ke petang...

Mr K introduced me to Sean Ghazi's version of P.Ramlee song, Hujan di Tengah hari.
Totally love it and keep playing non-stop in my playlist.




Sedih rasanya hati di dalam
Mengenangkan peristiwa masa yang telah silam
Di mana aku hidup bersama si dia
Tak pernah rasa aman bahagia

Perselisihan sering terjadi
Walaupun jauh dari nyata dan juga bukti
Namun begitu dia selalu terburu
Tegak meluru menurut nafsu

Andainya dia dapat mengubah
Tetap kuterima
Mendirikan mahligai ria
Tapi tak berdaya

Kusangka panas sampai ke petang
Rupanya hujan di tengahari

May 11, 2010

Cambodia Presentation

“Only a life lived for others is a life worth while.”

- Albert Einstein



shuush! I woke up late this morning when "bangun tidur' song (kenangan Dr. Andy) distracted me from enjoying my dream world . The clock said it was 6.00 am. Damn lah. Dahlah Pak Lan texted us yesterday saying that we'll be leaving at 6.30 am. sigh :/

Yeay. The day when we finally present our Cambodia Project to Ketua Pengarah Mara at MARA HQ. The day...you know when you dont have to enter classes when you are supposed to meet Mr T** to be scolded as you dont do your work in Editorial Board.

It was soo glad to meet those mates from KMB again! Miss them very much I must say. I miss the moment when we were together in a team to make sure this project come to its objective. Well, we will always together as a team right?

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As the slide show being presented infront, I dont know...I just feel that I miss Cambodia very very much! Maybe some of you don't really know how it feels like, but I'm sure for those who were in the team would feel the same as me. The sunatron, activities with kids, medical checkup. Reminiscing all those memories!! aaaa..


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Fikri, Ryner, our presenter today; the cute and petite Ain, Kiki

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our bapak and emak! Pak Lan and Cikgu Azizah

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Pak Lan with his anak-anak

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ini gambar eka dengan Kamal hotstuff ;p

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us! Mara College Seremban n Mara College Banting :)



this project was the best thing ever happened to me. Really.

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hurmm..what would I say this?

naahh..just a random post.

rindu mereka.

May 9, 2010

emo sangat

a few days back, i recieved a skype call from he-who-must-not-be-mentioned-ever-again. who? i was like "why it was out of a sudden?" and why u didnt do this before when I was searching for you? damn lahhh. sangat bodo ok?

you know you shouldn't call me after what you've done. Being millions mile apart is one of the reason why we ended.

When u drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for ur heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent.

If there's a pain, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and ur head aches. It trashes around in ur chest like a great white shark caught in the sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken.

That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a trashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.

I know you don't want this friend relationship to end but I just can't..at the moment. It took me for one whole semester in college to recover back everything dont you know that? I know you dont want our mum to be suspicious when we dont talk with each other but that's the fact for now. ok? faham x?

evil art of fate

Would you agree with me, that sometimes you feel lost? It's like you want to run away and be free of the burden that's bothering you. Here's a tip from somebody who teaches though.

If something is bothering you and if it keeps bothering you at a time not right for it, try your hardest to put it aside and concentrate on what you currently do. Don't ask me how and if it really works, because I do things impulsively so I never really bother to channel my thoughts that hard.

Well, lottssssssss of things had happened in just a week! Too juicy to be told and too bad to be shared. sigh :/


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Ok lets just update with the Cambodia project. The post mortem was held in KMS this morning. Reflections, strengths, weaknesses and all those stuffs had been reviewed again. and OMG! Izni choosed my video clip reflection to be inserted in the Cambodia Project video that will be presented in front of Ketua Pengarah MARA this coming Tuesday. long sigh :/

Went to Pn Azizah's house for lunch. Foods were good! Really.! However, not all of Cambodia Project team members were there as a few of them are going back home. And how I wish Im at home right now *homesick for 5 seconds*

Went to watch movie with Belle, Izni, Kamal and Haris. IP Man 2! BEST! sangat! and thanx Ikmal sebab hantar. The funny part was when they were teasing me along the way.
"minah arab mana pulak ni?" ahaha. because I wore jubah! ahaha terbaik lah korang *wink*


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You hope everyday would be a good day, but the evil art of fate can turn your world upside down by just simply tricking your heart in making the wrong decisions and then facing the consequences that can actually ignite an open fire in the heart. It burns your world down.

May 2, 2010

rusks


Okay, remember that I did post an entry regarding my food craving? Yeah... I'd managed to indulge myself with some foods or to be exact sweetmeats today!

I had spaghetti bolognese at Pizza Hut. :)))))

Phew! Aisyah has long gone to Lala Land since she hasnt had her afternoon nap today. Now finally I'm having my own sweet 'Me-Time'. Earlier in the afternoon I went out somewhere to buy some food stuffs. Since I think I'm having some kind of serious food cravings symptom, I think I NEED foods desperately.

Why ahh? Mengidam sebab happy ke tension? eheheh



and tadaa..i bought Risks! OMG. Old time favourite i tell you!!!


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What makes it special?

1. This rusks tasted chewy (?), creamy in the mouth, soft and the combination of sweet really made this muffin special.

2. There's a secret love story behind this rusks *wink*




p/s: hurm..what about banana split people? Combination vanilla ice cream with slices of banana and sprinkled on top of them with chocolate rice and colorful beads. Simple yet sinful! wau!opps...

tag

hai anak-anak sekalian.

1) Adakah anda rasa anda hot?
will always be.period.

2) Upload wallpaper PC/laptop yang anda guna sekarang!

Untitled

3) Cerita pasal gambar.
*gambar ni di ambil di T1 ketika keluar meronggeng bersama2 Fikri, Aisyah, Rifqi dan Hanun.dan diambil di dalam lif menggunakan dslr

4) Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
*baru je bila makan Pizza Hut last Sunday :)

5) Lagu terakhir anda dengar?
*I Will Always Love You-Whitney Houston..ulala

6) Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini
*nak layan lagu dekat Youtube

7) Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?
*eka goreng mungkin?

8) Tag lagi 8 orang.
1.Nabilah Abdul Rahman!
2.Kamal Lazi
3.Farah Yasmin
4.Adibah Noh
5.Lisa Kamal
6.Aqilah Adnan
7.Ahmad Zakwan
8.Nasih Muslim

9) Siapakah orang no 1 kepada anda.
*a good friend of mine. kenal dia masa sama2 pergi Cambodia and dia gedik

10) Katakan sesuatu mengenai orang no 5
*lisa. blogger and facebooker yg tegar. ahaha

11) No 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
*Farah? ehehe. someone from mars ;p

12) Bagaimana pula dengan no 4?
*her Sherk

13) Pesanan buat orang no. 6
*simpan rahsia kita :P

14) Kata-kata cinta untuk orang no. 2
*mr kamal? nahhh..xperlu lah.

15) Adakah no. 7 dan no. 8 mempunyai persamaan?
*utp-ians!

16) Berikan 5 yang anda tahu tentang orang yang men-tag anda.
*ok since both Azie dan Yunie telah tag eka. So, i will do for both lah k? jeng jeng jeng

AZIE
1. kalau berjalan pergi mana2 dgn Azie, mesti dia org yang paling belakang sekali
2. Azie suka membazir
3. Azie suka makan (tapi bgus utk dia sbb skarang tgh bdiet smpai xg dinner! wauu)
4. Dia mempunyai gelak yg amat...hurm..errr..istimewa.
5. Orang yang paling BEST kalau dibawak shopping! heeee :)

YUNI
1. My classmate yg senget
2. ahaha. yuni punya expression sangat lawak kalau dia kena tunggu Azie bersiap
3. suka makan makanan pedas sampai sekarang ada simptom gastrik
4. boleh diharap budak ni. rajin mdapatkan pink slip utk aku kan? terima kasih lah. ahaha
5. dah mula bjinak2 utk mndirikan rumah tangga selepas mmbaca 'aku terima nikahnya' ;p

17) Persamaan antara kambing dan lembu
*entah kenapa teringat dekat Haris dan Kamal. LMAO.

18) Perasaan anda buat tag ini.
*rindu :(

19) Adakah anda tahu si Rizman itu sengal.
*siapa dia? tak kenal lahh

20) Gay or les?
*entah lah. gharar (sesuatu yg tidak pasti)

May 1, 2010

food cravingssssss


Throughout this week so far surely I'm experiencing food cravings!

But the only difference is this time the food cravings symptom is quite smoother compared to before. ahaha.

In fact, it is much easier to fulfill my desire and make me satisfied enough to forget about that particular food and shift to the next food in the list :D

my mouth simply couldn't wait to gobble them down! Some of them are like...


1. Mee Kolok - omg i miss it damn much. cant wait to go back!!

2. Laksa Sarawak - mama, please buat when i come back this upcoming hols k ma?

3. mcDonald Cornetto sundae

4. egg mayo Sushi King. *drools*

5. Toast- just the simple one smothered with margarine and kaya or peanut butter or simply sprinkled with sugar.

4. kuey tiaw goreng mamak+telur mata+tambah sambal hanya di Lahuma!

5. thats what I think of right now. :)