a few days back, i recieved a skype call from he-who-must-not-be-mentioned-ever-again. who? i was like "why it was out of a sudden?" and why u didnt do this before when I was searching for you? damn lahhh. sangat bodo ok?
you know you shouldn't call me after what you've done. Being millions mile apart is one of the reason why we ended.
When u drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for ur heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent.
If there's a pain, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and ur head aches. It trashes around in ur chest like a great white shark caught in the sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken.
That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a trashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.
I know you don't want this friend relationship to end but I just can't..at the moment. It took me for one whole semester in college to recover back everything dont you know that? I know you dont want our mum to be suspicious when we dont talk with each other but that's the fact for now. ok? faham x?
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