Love always

Bismillah.

So I just watched Aiman and Amira's wedding video. All I can say is...it is very moving! Aiman's sincere words really get to me. i cant stop laughing when aiman wave and said assalamualaikum to amira and then try to touch her for the very first time

The thought of marriage ni very nice, you know. The talk of marriage pun always be a hot topic la among friends. Jangan deny. Siapa muka monyok bila cerita pasal kawen pun.

Everyone is just an episode in everyone’s life.

Only time will tell whether this is ours. Whoever you are in the future, me myself pun unclear, unknown, undefined.

And before that, I would like to be my own person who is comfortable with my religion. And I would like you to do the same.

I would like us to be the best Muslims we could ever be.

I would like us to prepare for the hereafter before preparing ourself for marriage (whether with each other, or otherwise). As when we’re prepared for the hereafter, insyaAllah we are prepared for marriage.

I would like us to keep each other in our prayers and pray for the best for us.

I would like us to be our own person before completing one another.

I would like us to learn to say no to our nafs before saying no to our kids everytime they misbehave (if this is ours).

And for everytime that I miss you, I remind myself that His love lasts eternally and hence, I should seek His love first and to not act based on my nafs.

Easier said than done.
But I’m trying.

Because I have a long way to go to become a better Muslim. An internal (and sometimes external) struggle on a daily basis.

One day, we will find the answer.

I pray that our heart will accept the answer beautifully and with grace.

Whoever you are, where ever you are right now, what are you up to, stay warm.

Love always,
Me.

Wisdom tooth

My wisdom tooth is coming out soon, for I ended up with mouth cramp and a very pounding headache since two days ago. Mind you, I cannot open my mouth properly and it is very difficult to eat and swallow food these few days. Huu

So here I am, at my room, lying in bed, while reading some practical slides and feeling absolutely sorry for myself. Please help pray for my speedy recovery. Sekarang pun tengah berdenyut dengan kuatnya alahai :( I think i better sleep je for now. Takde anesthetic takde apa 

Tapi sempat lagi buat donut atas request roommate

Ps: semoga dipermudahkan urusan paper2 terakhir orang seberang! How time flies, your graduation is finally here. It’ll end soon insyaAllah :)

Rasa mcm baru semalam habis SPM.

Stronger

Which one of the 5 senses that makes a memory, fade first?

I remember flexions in the voice but not the voice itself.
I remember the way a chin curls up but not the face.
Sometimes the smell of Petra and the house that I went to.
Songs are powerful, they take me right to the same spot where I was.
A memory may also be a collection of emotions, in that you remember exactly how you feel yet not necessarily the details around what made you feel that way.


Someone told me that if you take away things you don't want to remember, you may also take away the good memories.

Agung

Rakyat kerajaan Mesir purba hanya sekitar 2 juta orang..tetapi mereka mampu membina binaan2 binaan agung. Dahulu aku menganggap perkara ini adalah kerana zalimnya firaun yang mengertak rakyat untuk mengangungkannya, namun ternyata aku salah.

Hakikatnya, bilamana rakyat Mesir purba membina kuil-kuil dan piramid-piramid agung mereka, mereka berniat sebulat hati, bahawa keikhlasan mereka dalam membina rumah-rumah tuhan itu, akan diberi ganjaran oleh yang disembah..bahkan akan diukir nama2 mereka dilangit!

Maka aku tertanya kepada diri, perpaduan umat Islam yang berbilion ini, andai kita bersatu ikhlas menyembah dan beramal kepada tuhan yang esa, keagungan apa yang bakal kita gapai?

15.4.2014

Mata boleh lupa sesuatu yang pernah dilihat, akan tetapi hati tidak akan lupa siapa yang pernah ia sayang.

Maya, Arjuna, Aisa

when can we meet again dear arjuna, maja, aiša? one fine day perhaps. kakak iqa dah rindu

Dia orang ni mak ayah mixed. Ayah orang ganu, mak orang czech. Cakap melayu tapi pelat orang czech. Comel sangat. Maya sulung, Arjuna and Aisa twins! Maya and Arjuna both friendly walaupun mula2 sangat malu dengan strangers and pandai cakap melayu sikit2. Kalau Aisa memang tak cakap melayu langsung hehe still cute la.

Kagum dengan parents dia orang yang besarkan anak2 dengan very creative environment. Kalau tengok video2 yg ayah dia upload memang very interesting and creative! Ayah dia kerja film based dekat Czech ni tapi lupa pulak isteri dia kerja apa tapi yang pasti sangat sedap buat ayam masak merah perghh.

Harap dia orang dapat dibesarkan dengan kenal Tuhan, tahu solat 5 waktu, etc. Susah hidup dekat Czech ni, org pun kebanyakannya pro Yahudi. Member Muslims kat sana pun selalu je cerita perihal racist di sana. Allah. Masa kat Europe lah kita dapat mengenal erti syukur dilahirkan sebagai seorang Islam. Kita ni belajar dekat negara2 Islam seolah2 senang dengan keadaan ini dan menjadikan kita malas untuk bergerak mencari ilmu, memajukan diri. Muhasabah untuk diri sendiri

Tapi apa2 pun, untuk kalian bertiga akak doakan agar hidup kalian satu hari nanti akan dihiasi dengan iman, akhlak yang mantap, peribadi yang elok, etc.

Kesian bila datang tanya Maya...

Eka: Maya makan apa tadi?
Maya: Makan nasi..(sambil malu-malu)
Ayah Maya: Makan nasi dengan apa sayang?
Maya: Kicap (perlahan)


Kesian..sedih sangat :(

You

7th April 2014: less than 24 hours before my mid module GIT paper. Lots of pages to read but the questions are 22!

I had a very intense sem. Tak tau nak elaborate macam mana lagi. Tapi sangat intense dan stress.  Please make dua I'll be more focus in my studies. The nearer the exam is, the tempation to do other things other than studying is getting higher too!

Everyone seems to have their crucial or important exams around the corner.

For you, I wish you will be strong in undertaking challenges towards the end of it. I pray that you will be shielded from any hurt or pain, that you will find contentment in the simplest things. For you to remember you parents, siblings, friends or those who have thought you the hard way in whatever comings. For you will thank Allah for bringing those people who have taught you the way you are now. The resilience against temptations, and the ability to still laugh even in the bleakest of time.

Beyond all prayers, wishes and hopes, I just know you will. You will insyaAllah.

Pagi Jumaat

Satu satu berita perkahwinan didengar. Jiji dan Sam pun bakal menyusul. Tak terkejut pun. Memang sweet (:

Pesan guru : Kalau kamu cintakan seseorang, maka doalah supaya kamu dapat bersama nya di syurga.

Kerana cinta itu suatu nikmat, maka kenapa perlu disalah guna??

Andai dengan cinta menjadi asbab ke syurga, maka kenapa perlu jadikan cinta itu jambatan menuju murka sang pencipta??

:(