Random Snippets part V

Assalamualaikum folks

1. When I woke up today I didn't feel quite well.. my head was not at its best health. Classes finished at 2.20pm today and when I went back to my room I felt nauseous to the point that I collapsed on my bed and started to doze off for few minutes. Hmm.. not such a healthy sleeping practice isn't it? Hehe.I had my noise-cancelling earphones with Jose Gonzalez on, so with the soothing music it was rather easy to fall asleep in such atmosphere. Blame Jose Gonzalez.

2. lately, I've been asking my sister a lot on the hypes of the Malaysian music scene as I'm really behind everything these days. I don't know where I've been.. feels like I've been caged from all the local progression. But I find it that the local artists are doing quite well themselves producing ear-friendly songs on the radio. There are also a lot of Indonesian influences streaming in and somehow the local music industry is now swarmed with a lot of bands from Indonesia breaking through the market. Of which I don't know why..

3. Speaking of Bahasa Indonesia, I once said to a friend that it's okay for her to speak Indonesian with me because I can understand a bit of it but after she starts blurting out a few sentences in Indonesian, I told her to slow down. Hehe. Sememangnya aku loba gilak nak nyuroh nya klaka Indon kak ya aku mpun sik tauk nak pa di padah nya. Oh well, as I said before I try to be flexible in life and just fit in anywhere. Orang ajak aku cakap Arabic or Thai pun aku boleh follow.

4. I went to KLIA yesterday just to meet *cough* rahsia! ;p Went there with some MCS-mates as they send their friends off to Mesir. But to my surprise, Hazman was also there. All the best in Alexandria man!!

5. Trust me, people. Hypocrisy will do nothing but kill you. I have vowed to show my true self and not lie to myself anymore because it is destroying me in great calamity. I have to know where I stand so I would know where to go.

6. Throughout this week, I've completed a test. Will be having another two on next week, Maths and Friday (bio). Aaaaaand.. preparing myself for bio on DNA topic everytime and before entering Mdm Rohana's class. And for that, the other day I spent about 3 hours trying to comprehend and cram a 30-page manual in my head, that I never cared to read before.

7. Anyway, good luck to those who are going to be sitting for PMR starting next week especially to my sister, Liyana Amira. Ok, I know u can do that bebeh! I am not so worried lah because I know ure the child prodigy in our family. Trial dah 8A, apa gik PMR nak?? ;p and best of luck to N who currently undergoing final exams too. Remember, everyone's a genius! Err.. well even if you're not a genius, think like one. Not think that you are one.. hehee. I'm sure it's not that bad.. c'mon now.. positive, people!

my pizz treat. oh, i miss those days in Kuching :)



p/s: My schedule seems to be quite pack these past few days and something went wrong with my broadband (am borrowing Aiza's bb btw, thnx Aiza!)...

so the announcement is I couldnt online often like before. Maybe I will hibernate for a while. I should. I really should.

My luggage was missing!

gahhh..

lately, everything just seem to backfire. everything is wrong. everything has to rebel against me.

FYI. yesterday was a terrible day! Like seriously very terrible one. Wanna know what happened to me?

I LOST MY LUGGAGE AT KLIA!

My luggage was found missing after waiting for about 30 minutes for my luggage to come out from the buggage claim. But I couldnt find the black Pierre Cardin. Luckily Amal was there with me. She was really helpful at that time . Thanx babe.. Really appreaciate it mal. Sobbsss :(
n Amal asked me to call my parents but I think I can't. Since my feelings were all mixed, I think I cant talk to em. I am afraid I will cry on the phone.

At that state of time, I couldnt think of anything. What I think was I must get my bag. No matter what. I felt hopeless and this was my first time having such problem. Amal helped me to make a report at the MAS Lost n Found Office. Mr Irwan was very helpful too. When he said "jangan sedih', I drag all my emotions down *sigh* I cried infront of all people infront of me and omaigod, i do not know how to describe my feeling.!

Mr. Irwan asked me to go back to MCS first. Meanwhile they will try to detect my missing luggage. I was so worried since all my important things are inside it. Like the charger for laptop, my HOMEWORKS, etc.

Then I called my mum. ThankGod, my feelings were a lil bit ok and I didnt cry on the phone. FYI, I hate it when my parents see/hear I cry. I don't know why :(

And thankfully my father knows some of the MAS officers in Kuching n they helps a lot. After a few hours, my fater called me back. He told me MAS already detect where my bag was. It was actually taken (accidentally) by a lady name Susila. My father called her immediately after he got her phone number from MAS and she told that she was in a rush at that time.

Yalah, sampe kau xpat beza beg aku ngn kau mpun! org neves tauk x??

Ok, now I feel relief a lil bit since I know where my bag is and MAS called to inform me they will send my luggage right after they receive the bag from the lady. Ok, I just have to wait infront of the Gate B:)

Arond 10 something, a guy from MAS called me again to make sure I already gt my luggage back and I got a story behind the phone call. HAHAHA. lala. I will not going to tell u the secret here *winkwink*

and i thought, did i woke up to the wrong side of bed? but i figured out that it was impossible. having my bed next to the wall, how on earth i’ve could have jumped out to the wrong side?

and that's how the story went =_______='

Eid Mubarak Part III

My open house.

Thanx all for coming.

Pictures randomly taken

Gonna miss these people.

They are verrryy sweett :)

Eid Mubarak Part II

Assalamualaikum people!

The second post for eid mubarak is here :)

at Amal's house. Satay, rendang, curry, spaghetti, ketupat, salad, cheese cake from SR. nyummyy..it's a great treat :) thanx a lot deng!

back from left : Azah, Dijah, Eka
front from left : Amal and Dot

this staircase seems to be a compulsary place/set for our photoshoot in her house. hihi

we went to Cikgu Maimunah's house. Our BM teacher last time. Full of memories, laughters n tears. hehe :) she gave us duit raya. that's the best part :D

then our Pengetua's in Kolej Abdillah. Umi Johara Zen. Too bad we didnt have a chance to take a photo with her. huhu

ryza's house. The tiger attracted our attention XD

it's Fakri's house. :)
from left : Aizat (a friend in KMB), Mr Precident(who is currently one of the MPP in KMS and our Mercy Medic Precident), Nurul (who is nothing), Afiq (my ex-classmate since form2-3 and going to pursue his studies in Sunway next year in Law)

did I mention that Fakri has 12 cats all together. Yes! and he has sumthing called 'labi' too. is this true? I mean, the name. ok, whatever. And to be honest they are all very scary (the cats) even tough all my friends just now commented the cats are all cute. and i was like.. =___=' cute?

and to my suprise, they have their own house! mesti fakri sgt rajin basuh+buang bahan kumuhan kucing2 dia every day. ahahahaha

at Dijah's house. See the boy with cream baju Melayu? ehehe. He's talking to his future father-in-law. :)

our next stop > Dot's house. We met Liyana, Ipah and Idda there so...

why i look soooooo ^%&*%(($(^% there? omaigod. ishh

before we send Azah home, we went to Aiman's house. My ex-classmate and he's now in UTP. (wearing green baju melayu). very proud of him because being listed in the Dean List. All the best Aiman! :D



sorry for some of the blurry images. i know my camera sucks. haizzz..

Eid Mubarak Part I

Assalamualaikum saudari saudari :D

Today started off strange. I usually make up my bed as soon as my head is away from the pillow, and yet today strangely I failed to do that out of impulse. I just got up and left everything behind. And then to add to the odyssey, I broke my sister's stuff. I don't know whether it's a gift from someone or what, but the thing originally has glass before I accidentally waved my towel over it and broke it. Thankfully nobody noticed the sound of the breaking glass, so I think for the moment I'm safe to say the least. Don't know why I'm so clumsy today, but unusual incidents bloomingly happened to me in a morning.. and that includes sandal ku terputus!

ok. i knw its a boring and sucks introduction for this entry. Why does the first paragraph in all my entries must be so boring? It looks as it's the cliche that most of us cant get way from. Or it a curse or what? I hate cliches but *sigh* I don't have anything interesting to write in this ppl :(

infront of razi's house. me with dot. Razi's the one who wear kopiah at the back there. he's our loyal driver btw :p but so sorry for his Ipsum today. ahaha. battery suddenly flat area e-mart :P

What's it like? Today is the 4th of Syawal, which means it has been four days of raya for most Muslims around the world. So, how's ur raya people?

Mine is good I guess. Went to Razi's, Azah's, Ezai's and Jam's house. Ironically Razi's Ipsum suddenly broken down on our way to Jam's house so the time was wasted there. That's why we only managed to visit these 4 ppl's house. On the other hand, we planned to visit Cikgu Maimon and Fakri The Precident but they were not at home. *sigh*

thanx azah! spaghetti sungguh marvellous!
2 satay left and ate em all. xmalu =.='

Thanx Ezai. Amal was eating umai. It's pronounce as 'umei' in Swk. Basically and honestly i do not know how to decribe how it is make but all i know is it some kind of ikan/udang mentah yang dicampur dgn limau+cili+etc. seriously sedap i tell u. jangan buat muka bila sy ckp mentah ok? sushi xmentah?

and this is all of us today yg join. Not all of us r here but we will continue our ronggeng raya today as well *winkwink*

thanx again ezai (the girl wearing white kurung with red flowers)

ok. our last stop. It's Jam's house! seriously all the lauk pauk sgggttt sedap. yes jam im honest and serious. i know ure reading this. hihi. sup ayam ? i give thumbs up :)

i have the sudden urge to update my blog since Qila asked me to do so. hihi.
i'll update more and more ok ppl?

Happy Syawal again to all Muslims around the globe, may this month be joyous and full of blessings for all of us. Bless my teachers for giving me lots of hw....great.

A season to forget

..and forgive. It's a few days away from Eid and how fast it is that it's already the end of Ramadhan!

In Ramadhan, even when you're not fasting (for acceptable reasons) you would still feel the same hunger.. if not even more hungry than those who are fasting. Even when you have food under your nose, you won't feel the same temptations you felt on normal days, perhaps we are being taken back to our natural state without Satans enticing us to gain weight out of temptation.

Since being at home full-time, I've come to realise that my laughters probably sound phony to careful ears as happiness came in such a torrential amount that I couldn't really laugh at stuff that are really funny, I just laugh at everything. I think I owe myself lots of it, from the amount of "numbness" that I painted all over my heart to keep up with the demands of college life. I feel like a robot walking among the humans in this house though. Sometimes I process information slow because I forgot where some stuff are being placed in the house, I forgot the phone numbers of the people around us, I forgot how to cook some stuff.. and it doesn't feel great doing something that is strange to others because everyone's looking at every inch of your moves just to say you're not right.

Balit kampung esok then will be back in Kch for the second day of Syawal.
Ermm..What else can I say?

Forgive me for all that may hurt you.

For promises that I have not kept tight.

For good intentions that have been misunderstood.

For all the wrongdoings and all the right that went wrong.

~Salam Aidilfitri~

And to you, jgn sedih2 xpat balit raya di Malaysia. I believe u are used to it and London Malaysian Hall will surely provide u with makanan nyaman2 ahh! take care!

seriously broke :(

Salam ppl!

finally..it's Wednesday and I'm home. thank goodness. I really don't feel like re-living my budgetary trauma this hols. Well, about 12 days of hols to go and whalllaaaa. Got a chance to meet my friends here. :)

So, nothing much has been scribbled on my blog. And nothing much has got scribbled in my life either. I guess work has really kept me busy and to the extent life=assignments during this hols. Sad? Well, to be honest, i don't feel sad. Pathetic? Maybe but then again, i'm BROKE so i guess i haven't missed much then. agagaga. 2 reports need to be completed and etc. :(

broke broke broke! yalah sp nyuroh ronggeng jak keja. bpk ptut berenti nyalur duit ke akaun. tp hati kecil ku mdh 'jangan!'

I haven't had much to think lately except for homeworks and the sem 1 exam related matter. And i personally find that sad. But i get to sleep! As in proper sleep and rest. And enchek N keep on nagging and mad at me just because of this. I reduce the intake of coffee when I entered MCS. haishh. My mom was very happy to hear that, although she gave me a half hour lecture on how bad caffeine is. Never in a million years would I expect me be addicted to coffee. But then again, at the rate of 5 glasses of coffee daily? ish

Blurrhh..I cant seem to think proper now. Later peeps!

pavy rox!

Salam people!

I apologize for not updating my blog for quite sometimes. All bloggers do that. We left for weeks then apologize. hehe. I'm not a full time blogger and I don't even get paid for doing this. So yea, things like this happen and for that i'm sorry.

Holidays are coming and like other fat lazy creatures, I choose to hibernate, at least for the past few days.

I went to KL for 3 days with dearest friends last week. A pretty interesting week I must say. Basically I went to there to buy some stuffs. We stayed at the apartment somewhere in Bt Bintang and to be honest I cant resist my temptation when i entered Pavy *sigh*.

And the public have gone retail-crazy too. Well, of courselah shopping raya? I mean in a shopping mall filled with designer retail shops, most of the items on sale are premium items which prices on average starts from a little over MYR100. I stand in the middle of the crowd and wondered what are these people buying, really? It seems that the cashiers are very busy all the time. Maybe the locals really needed huge shopping malls like that this time around. Not only the economy is not circulating well because of the limited choices of brands, but they just need a place to bring their families to during the many public holidays that we get.

Speaking of brands, I think I'm cursed to like them.. and for that, I realize that I'd probably not be at my happiest emotional level if I don't have some items that are made of the best brands in the market. Maybe I was raised that way, because both my parents can be picky at things and sometimes all they want is something that they can have for a long time, in other words.. they want the best. Of course, everyone wants the same, but not everyone cares on getting something with a name, right? I think I've successfully inherited that strange trait. But don't be scared if you wish to be a part of my family, we're normal most of the time. :)

and i bought those stuff

black cardigan
Padini bag
CarloRino sandal
all from Pavy..

shoes from NOSE
NICHII long sleeves
all from Mid


Heaven! all in all, thanx to daddy..ure rox dad!

ps: Forever 21 xbest this time :(

breaking fast at Sushi King.

*credits to Suha n his 1000D

after a whole tiring day


thnx girls! u guys cheer up my life! =D

i just don't know

6 September -Sunday

It's 3.13 am. and it is raining. I can't sleep. I'm anxious perhaps? I dont know. Disappointed perhaps? Not really. Mad then? Doesn't seem like it.

But I'm tired. That much I know very well. am feeling it on my whole body. It's that feeling of being drained out.

Suddenly I feel rather mellow. The rain is becoming heavier. The heavy downpour suddenly gives me the creeps. I don't really know why. But then again, I don't think I wanna know why. I don't even wanna think about it.

Why does it rain tonight? The rain somehow triggered some thoughts. Deep thoughts. Deep but trivial I think. Why? Coz it didn't seem like it mattered much. Seems like? really? You're assuming? err..no, I'm guessing. I don't know. Perhaps. Does it matter? What? The assuming or the guessing or the knowing?

There are things we do, that we just do, for the sake of doing it. We don't questions ourselves why we do it. We don't bother isn't it? We just know that we do it. Do we have to do it?? Not sure actually. We never really question it. Does it matter? What? Doing it or questioning it? Don't know. Does it matter? I don't know. But then again, do i really want to know? Is it worth knowing? Would it make any difference as to how I would wake up tomorrow morning?

The rain is getting heavier again. It rushes my blood all through my veins. I can't relax now. I'am sitting up already.

Why do I feel this way tonight? I don't know. I just don't know. But then again, I dont think I wanna know. Do I need to know? Does it matter? Does it make any difference? Can't I just freely feel what I want to feel? Why do I keep having a question to myself? Why do I need certainty? Why do I need to be sure all the time? Why?

Hoping to get away from all these nightmares when the reality is a hundred times scarier. i need to seek for comfort so i hugged my teddy bear close, held him very tight but it hurts me more knowing that he will never hug me back. he laid there lifeless in my arm, not responding, not even a tickle nor a movement that indicates how he empathize of how i feel.

it’s pathetic that in the very single moment where i badly need a shoulder to lean on, all i have is my teddy bear. i need a hug. just one hug to make all these things better. but sadly it is far within reach so i’m left to settle all these miseries by myself.








It's just the memory, lingering in my head. Just hanging in there..floating. Not doing much harm but sometimes can make myself cry to sleep. Not sure if I'm actually thrilled by memories knocking. Ain't actually something that cheers me up. it did, at one time. But now, it's just a shadow of my past, something i regret really.

Regret...

I guess there are moments in our life when we just tell ourselves, I wish I had done it differently at back then. Ya true..but WOULD we done it differently back then? I don't know about u guys out there, but what can i say for myself is that, given the opportunity to go back in time, am sure i would still have chosen the path i chose back then. because i think in that particular situation, that specific moment, i would thought things through and CAME up with decision. Eventually, I would have considered the pros and cons of the matter at that time. As it may be to to my dismay and REGRET now, the very least it thought me a lesson.

One incident in my life, that i regret having done them. The rest, I can live it, but this thing, at this moment, not a day pass by where i dont think and regret. In fact not only i regret but angry at myself too, even know. Not about how i wish I didnt do it, but how i wished i had learned the lesson thought WELL ENOUGH not to repeat it one after another, of the same kind.

Well, may tomorrow holds the better deal for all of us. Who knows, one might get lucky and just strike golds?

Wanna wish all the best to Raan, Nurin, Amin, Elle and not to forget Najib! U guys are among the lucky one yg dpt fly ke Egypt/Jordan. Jadilah doktor yg membawa harapan pada negara!

YaAllah sedihnyee :(




CHOOSE WISELY!
coz
u don't wanna wake up someday and regret it for the rest of ur life....



4.00 a.m.

bosan

+Bosan (pinjam trademark Tim jap)

So i've decided to blog hop as usual. After struggling for chemistry revision just now. tgk?? Rajin kan? Today, was a very busy day. Apakah motiff??

banyaklah kau punya bz day kan tapi dlm psp mcm nilah..~

Mungkinkah faktor "Report-Eka-Yang-Tinggal-Nak-Print" memangkinkan sifat rajin... Bolehlaa~ Motivasi dalaman yang lahir secara ikhlas dari hati nurani - bak Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah setelah di exaggerate.

Tipu tipu. Balik fardhu ain, solat, dah tu zzzzzz..
Dan roommate suruh kejutkan pukul 3 but ironically I didnt wake her up.
Kesian kau! ;p

And ye sengaja nak bangga sekejap cakap yg....
Jeng jeng jeng...*suspense*

trattatatata *Drumroll*
tatatatat *still rolling*
tratatatat...lalala~ (okay, this is pretty annoying- Apology).

poster mercy medic akhirnya siap dalam 3 jam!!!
*muka riak keluar*

Presenting our b*bi poster!! *nada sarkastik*
Setelah memerah otak utk memikirkan poster utk mercy, dan inilah hasilnya.

oh well, at least dh 3 hours CAS terkumpul utk sehari!

PERHATIAN : Anak2 buah mercy medic ku, sila hantar CAS log anda kepada Mdm Juriah secepat mungkin ye

oh ya bercakap mengenai CAS, tak sabar rasanya mahu mmbuat attachment di hospital beramai2 d Kch hjg thun nanti :)

dan bercakap mengenai pelajaran, diri terasa loser gilerr apabila mendapat markah bio yang rendah! ouchhh =______='

dan nampaknya topik b*bi memang terkenal dalam kalangan budak mercy apabila ad perjumpaan.

source


nota kaki : agak pelik menulis dalam bm.err..

Jimmy Choo!

Salam n hey peeps!!

Last Monday, Rosey asked me to ronggeng at Pavy with Elle and Ali. I asked Fakri if he want to join but he refused and 'marah' me a lil bit since that we must be in the hostel before 7pm. ok, xjadi pergi Pavy :( So, to cut the story short, I am suprised to look at Rose's new pic in FB!

ouchh..they bumped into Jimmy Choo and took a pic with him! omaigod.
menyesal x ?menyesal x??


not much act..~ :D


eh, kenal x Jimmy Choo??
if not, google




here here!!

dahlah dlm mood for shopping.
dahlah according to a friend, Forever 21 ada sell.
dahlah daddy berik $$$$ for shopping.
dahlah almari kekeringan baju


=________='

yes, am happy!

Salam n hey peeps!!!

I'm not usually the kind who would raise my hand whenever I have a question/opinion in class, regardless of whether it's a stupid question or not.

Today in our Theory of Knowledge (TOK) lecture, I was so interested in it that I find that I have so many questions traversing my mind. Though it was only sort of an introduction and only the beginning, I have so much that I wanted to know. Hungry for more.. Grrr! Hehe. But I only shot about three opinions to the lecturer as to not annoy my classmates.
Panchatantra saying. 'Knowledge is the true organ of sight, not the eyes?'

Okay, lets not further talk about that. I plan to shopping in KL for the next next Saturday with friends in KMB and INTEC. So I asked Fakri to accompany and he has agreed on that. I hope he wouldnt change his mind for the last minute. Yeahhh.. really really really looking forward to it. I'm still hesitating to decide whether I should stay in KL for a night or not because Azah and Ezz will be going back to Kuching on 13th.

Btw, today (1Sept), it has been a good day so far..astonishing bout it..



At the very moment am typing this entry, i am smiling because overall i think i had a good day. I had an earlier thought that it was gonna be a bad day considering i had a very unusual start in the morning, but alhamdulillah, the day went rather smooth in fact beyond the ordinary.

i feel greeaattt!!!

The long email from a friend was like topping my brilliant day with a swenson's ice cream. It felt so good to hear from u. I feel alive today. And now i realize that i actually do have a life. haizz..It's a life that i enjoy. It doesn't have to be like the type of life others enjoy, it's about rejoicing, embracing life the way i feel like doing it. It's about self-satisfaction :)

At this very moment, im very much excited and eager to start a brand new day tomorrow. I can't say much how i'd feeling in 5 minutes time but i hope this feel good feeling would last through the night.



ps : that day someone told me "last night i dreamt bout u'


Orite. Goodnite stranger!