Salam and hey there peeps!!!
I was lolling around. Thinking about nothing and everything. I checked my UPU application just now. And I got the offer to do asasi at UM for Sains Fizikal which is not my interest at all and I'm not sooo into this fizikal thingyy u know. Haiyayaya. I'm not even thinking to take sains fizikal at all even though it is in my list of choices for my UPU application form. Engineering? Blaahhh.. It's like having something that u don't like at all.
Where to go??
If I can only be more patient with and accepting the difficulties in life, I will more deeply receive the gifts and blessings of life. Sometimes it took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of your expectations to finally understand the real meaning of life. If I were to illustrate the condition of my head at the moment, it would be like this space with so many things, scattered everywhere. Not in order. Not related. Not quite within my reach. It's the exact same way how I fell right now. I know everything is there. It's just that I've not really sat down on it to scrutinised it all, like I always do. I guess the time will come. I know it will. I just don't know them.
I guess it's true. I am such a control freak, I feel so lost when I'm not in control of myself. In a way, I fell like I'm so vulnerable when I'm in this state of mind, body and soul. I don't like it one bit. I fell helpless and hopeless..
MARA? This 3rd week of May. can't wait~
I'm sucks in making decisions. Trust me. AARGGHHHH
I was lolling around. Thinking about nothing and everything. I checked my UPU application just now. And I got the offer to do asasi at UM for Sains Fizikal which is not my interest at all and I'm not sooo into this fizikal thingyy u know. Haiyayaya. I'm not even thinking to take sains fizikal at all even though it is in my list of choices for my UPU application form. Engineering? Blaahhh.. It's like having something that u don't like at all.
Where to go??
If I can only be more patient with and accepting the difficulties in life, I will more deeply receive the gifts and blessings of life. Sometimes it took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of your expectations to finally understand the real meaning of life. If I were to illustrate the condition of my head at the moment, it would be like this space with so many things, scattered everywhere. Not in order. Not related. Not quite within my reach. It's the exact same way how I fell right now. I know everything is there. It's just that I've not really sat down on it to scrutinised it all, like I always do. I guess the time will come. I know it will. I just don't know them.
I guess it's true. I am such a control freak, I feel so lost when I'm not in control of myself. In a way, I fell like I'm so vulnerable when I'm in this state of mind, body and soul. I don't like it one bit. I fell helpless and hopeless..
MARA? This 3rd week of May. can't wait~
I'm sucks in making decisions. Trust me. AARGGHHHH
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