Oh go away

I'm amazed that I actually survived it to be at this state. For I know I'm just a weak human so this is a great achievement to me. But still there is a long road for me to follow. There is one thing I feel like letting out now... I think I just can't keep it anymore. I need to give some peace to my mind. The thought of it only makes me stress and succumb to anger... To cut the story short... I'm sort of being observe by some people for who I am. Please. I hate that. I love being myself and this is me. You are not the one who control my life and please please pretty please don't simply judge others. Ur act makes me feel uncomfortable seriously. And I would say I am happy if you gt to read this.

I religiously prayed to Allah for myself and people around me during every prayer. But we human only can propose but still Allah always has the right to dispose. Be careful with whatever we are doing/saying. Do remember we have Allah to control EVERYTHING around us. Speak with the mind and don't simply speak merely with the heart. So that we won't be so proud (takbur, angkuh, bongkak) while talking/acting. Last but not least... again... do remember that there is ALLAH ALONE WHO GIVES LIFE AND HE ALONE BRINGS IT BACK AT A SPECIFIC TIME IN ANY WAY AS HOW HE WISHED.

I am not perfect. I am not God. So not YOU.