SGH

Hi! I know it has been awhile right? Feeling like ranting something here today. Well life has been good, alhamdulillah. Passed my 4th year, iAllah I'm ready for my 5th year. I'm all semangat now you know. This is because of the attachment I did last August. 

So when I decided to do attachment at SGH earlier this year, I didn't really think twice. So I thought why not you do it? Just experience it first lah kan. But towards the day, I was feeling all anxious, nervous and doubted my decision haha! But thinking that I had my batchmate one with me so I thought everything will be fine lah. Don't worry lah kan. The attachment I did was for 3weeks and plus one day extra just because I miss it haha. Tell me about it. When I was complaining at first tak nak pergi lah, takut lah but I end up loving the A&Edepartment! 

The doctors especially Mo were all kinds and thoughtful. Especially Dr Arif and Dr Hatif. Very brilliant and gives me such inspiration to continue my left over years! My first cannula was with Dr Arif. He was very sabar in ajar me how to insert the line, I did my FAST also with him. There was this one pt that needed to be scan at the kidney area. So he was like "you do it" . The heck man! I had never been thought of this thing before. Haven't got a single opportunity pun nak buat benda ni practically and theoretically! But alhamdulillah he has been good in leading me the correct way. My god this doctor, such an inspiration! May Allah always showered him with His blessings and Mercy (: 

And there was Dr Hatif, also one good doctor. A+ type of student! He even produced his own notes/books during his studies. Always there to teach me and Lian something. Always the one who came up with diagnosis Qs and of course Lian was able to answer him. Haha I was more like a lost soul there. Giving good advices, tips. MasyaAlah may Allah bless him! 

Well to be able to meet and learn from these doctors are such a golden opportunity for me. Really. You know sometimes our spirit can be up and also can be to the lowest ground ever kan. But I hope these memories I created during my attachment will always become a good motivator for me to stand back up and stay strong on this journey on becoming a doctor. I always one of those who took up medicine genuinely because I love to treat patients, always want to be the one that brings the smile back to the patient. I genuinely love this field so much that I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life without it. May Allah ease