When you break out of your comfort zone and into a world where not everything feels like a pleasure, you start to think of what you have and what you don't. It is important to feel thankful once in a while. It makes you think of where you came from and reflect on where you are going next.
Sometimes life is a hell, makes you want to get out of it, but if you count on the things you have done it is hard to let go just like that. Once you've build something on a solid ground, there is no other way but to go up.
It's been almost a week but Im already missing bits and pieces of home. Mum texted me a few days back asking bout my health matter since I was in my worst condition when I came back from Cambodia. and daddy texted me yesterday asking such a fine question,
"eh, do you u remember my email haa?" oh daddy, knowing you. :)
I texted Ju yesterday and I complained how I miss those meeting and stuffs. even though the meeting was on Saturday, i don't feel any burden at all. hurmmm..I was looking at those awsome pictures with some of them and I said " Ju, i would rather get a ticket to Siem Rep tonight than to do my homeworks right now."
Anyway this month so far has been a month full with surprises and joy. Los of things happened, new bonding were formed, lessons were discovered, etc.
Whenever I felt I got too much to handle for my frail hands, it reminds me of you. It reminds me of how much I wanted to give up but never really did. It took hundred-thousands pieces of me to feel I'm not alone. I'm going back to missing your human touch, all over again.

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