I know Fikri as a very firm person in the heart. He is so contrast compared to me. So he looks strong and cool almost all the times. Since the day I first knew him I can say that until now I never got the chance to see him crying. Until last night, i saw his eyes appeared teary for about 1 minute. That really touched me to the core to see the sturdiest friend crumbled and despaired. Yes, he was so sad last night. It made me even sadder to see him in that miserable state.
By the way, went out with a bunch of crazy people yesterday makes my fever gone away. but I'm still having headache for now.
That no matter how bad i act, how sarcastic i potray my words, how ignorant i respond, there are people out there who still loves me, for who i am, for how imperfect i can be. yeahh, i know right.
..got me thinking, maybe these people are the ones that i should give my love to, my attention to, be with rather than wasting my time to be with this particular person who is always sulking without any concrete reason.
tengok Azie lahap makanan pun dah cukup buat hati senang :)
just a thought :)
p/s: Dear amal, azah, peak, shaf, ect..sorry i cant join you people to hang out in KL today. I'm really really sorry. It was glad to talk to Amal on the phone yesterday and I told everything about my state of condition right now. I really want to find the ease because I now I'm such a vulnerable person but going to KL at this point of time is not a good idea I guess. So I hope I'll get the chance to meet you people maybe next time or in Kuching! See ya and all the best in your finals! Love <3
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