A Morning Note

Dear diary,

Today is Wednesday and it is not just another day. Today is a day where I woke up very very early at 4.15 am. I dont know why I couldn't sleep and without hesitations, I switch on my laptop and thinking of completing my World Lit assessment which I got stuck at the third point and went to sleep earlier.

Dear diary,

I am thinking on how today will bring something in me. More often, I see it is as another regular day, a day I feel like passing by so quick. So quick so I can just woke up to the next morning. A day can be so tiring because when I am in college, I always want to rush back to hostel so I can drown myself in the bed. my bad.

Dear diary,

As much as I try not to think or worry about my future, sorry and I honestly do. Doesnt it give you goosebumps when you see that time is tickling and another year of your life is almost over? It has been almost a year for me as an IB student and one year left before settling down and waiting to fly.(insyaAllah). But lets do something people, for the world. Make a change, at least a small change. and laugh, because....happiness spreads :)

Dear Allah,

Thank You for taking care of me all this time, for giving me everything I deserve even though sometimes i myself do not thankful for what i got, and teaching me that life should be of equal happiness and darkness, regardless day and night. Throughout my 18 years of life, I have lived, learned and increase my understanding about giving and how it feels, to cry and smile at the same time and to feel frustrated at You for not giving me what I prayed for.

But alhamdulillah You make me realized that what I wanted was not the best; well at least for the time being. I grew up in such a pleasent environment where I got a complete set of wonderful family members and crazy friends who are always there for me and make me feel worth being. So thank You Allah.