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 Assalamualaikum wbt.


1. These past couple of days had been… really testing. It was difficult to stay away from school because you're sick, it was difficult to see friends, it was difficult to studying and stay focused. It’s safe to say I’ve reached a peak point. And it’s hardly euphoric.

2. These days, semenjak dua menjak lah, I find myself as one of those negative adjectives. Whiny. Spoilt. Clumsy. Nasty. Jealous. Emo. All of them. There’s just something wrong with my heart. Or head. It’s winter, everyone says. Or to be honest, I say.

3. Anyhow, moving on to nicer topics: I've met with several awesome final medical students here (tapi mostly yg I met, dah kawen =____=') . MasyaAllah!. They’re amazing! And I don’t know how I’m ever going to reach their state of mind and skills… but here’s to hoping @_@
Wait. This is actually depressing :(

4. Okay. Here’s another try. I have the most excellent biochem prof. Of what; I shall not say. But he is a jolly person and I LOVE HIM!. He teaches and he guides and he’s friendly and he’s AMAZING. He makes me love biochem and scored ;)

5. A lady tugged at my winter coat sleeve asking where did I buy my coat. I pulled away with a hurry and stared suspiciously at her. After the friend’s incident at a bank, I decided no one had good intentions when it comes to money.

.Nota 1 : Tapi this time around punye emotional instability: melampau..Depression ping-pong every 2 hours? O_o  Even Ben & Jerry’s ice cream can’t help that. BUT it was good because I could finish notes within time.

.Nota 2 : Knowing that it has been awhile. I hope you're doing well.