Assalamualaikum and hello! Present you, my new family :)
To be honest, I am always somewhere in the middle. I am halfway between motivated and not, hardworking and lazy, brilliant and ignorant, extrovert and introvert, et cetera. Sometimes the balance tilt a little to the positive, sometimes it just goes down the drain depending on situation. This is what I dislike about myself. I easily settle at being average. If only I have the might to push myself a little bit further, I might have achieved more that I already have.
Since I have this new responsibility, I have no spare minute to waste, and time. It moves too swift that I hardly notice that it's gone. yet I am still caught up in yesterday. Many times I'd say "Can't believe it's Thursday?!". Time, it moves too swift yet not much that I've done. This leads me to another thing, I might be in loss. Human is indeed in loss,
"Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience." (103:3)
And for those who think I took the wrong step by joining this PROF, with the reason of you don't want to bergaul between lelaki perempuan, also with the reason of you menjaga pandangan, ikhtilat and all. You can say whatever you want, I don't mind. Because I believe that this will be my 'nilai tambah dalam diri' when I graduated and getting a job later.
I am disappointed with this kind of attitude/mentality of some people who were choosing whom to talk to, to whom to smile to, to whom to hang about with. Well, I know it was not my lost because it was not me who sat down at one corner and chitchat in their small world.
I know I don't have the right to judge or anything. Sorry, honestly Eka memang tak suka judge people, I hate myself when I ter-accidentally did it.
.Wish for the day: Ice cream
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