I am very stressed. Astaghfirullah. I realized, being away from home has an effect on me. When I'm home, there was always something to look forward to. Being here, I’m just stuck at home during the weekend.
Dahlah dengan tekanan pelajaran, duit, jiwa remaja kacau, dengan terlantar sakit atas katil tak boleh nak gerak seminggu, YaAllah hanya Tuhan yang tahu apa yang bermain di fikiran, hati dan perasaan.
Astaghfirullah. Used to be a lot worse than this feeling. Maybe because previously when I couldn’t pray, I never did anything to be closer to Him. This time around, I do. Alhamdulillah for that. I haven’t gone that astray.
But seriously, the major cause of my stress is this sickness. I wore mask when I was out, I cannot eat certain food, banyak sangat dah menangis akhir akhir ni. Astaghfirullah. Why can’t I handle this?
I need good news. Please. Something?
Ka, jangan layan sangat perasaan ni. This is shaytan’s work. Please snap out of it. You’re better than that.
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku. Ameen.
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