Find the Cure

Bismillah.

Love is not like that, Nurul Atiqa Askan. There’s something wrong here. You’re feeling scared without any reasons. Again. Suddenly. Yes, I know it’s hard. Yes, I know it’s a struggle. Still is. 

Yes, I know you still care so deeply. But remember, for everytime you are being patient in your struggles, Allah will reward you. Treat this as free browny points for everytime you try to do this because of Allah. Nobody said it was going to be easy. Now you know, it’s in you. The struggle is in you. 

Hence Atiqa, tazkiyat al-Nafs (purification of the soul) should be done. Because certainly, being scared for no reasons is a disease of the heart. You are scared. That means you don’t feel at ease. And subhanAllah, tranquility (read: ketenangan) could only be felt by relying and having faith in Allah with all your heart, with all the broken pieces of your heart. So if you are scared, it means you are not relying fully on Allah. Find the cure for this. 

I know you’re trying as hard as you can. Allah is with you. Nothing beautiful ever comes easily. To beautify one’s soul takes longer than purifying gold. Heart is more valuable than gold. So keep on doing the things that you do. 

InsyaAllah, you will get back the tranquility. Jangan takut with the unknowns please? 

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