May 15, 2014

People come and go

Bismillah and alhamdulillahirabbilalameen.

Assalamualaikum!

I hope who is reading this is in the best of iman and health.  Alhamdulillah, I am done with final presentation for pre-clinical. It was on parasitology. Kawan-kawan satu group pun very supportive and helpful. Alhamdulillah.

Post ni random je tapi ada satu berita hari ni yang menyebabkan aku macam ter-reflect sikit. Bila dengar cerita housemate kau sendiri cakap ada orang nak jumpa mak ayah dia.

Minta maaf kalau korang muak dengar cerita melibatkan perkahwinan ni. Tapi itu bukan point nya. Terasa sangat hari ini sebab bila fikir2 balik, people come and go kan? Betul tak?
In life, ramai orang, pelbagai ragam, banyak karenah manusia sekeliling. Orang-orang ni lah yang akan create some kind of memories la dengan kau. Somehow, bila satu point tu, they will eventually leave you.

Tadi Hana cakap: “eka, people are leaving” The statement was very clear, it get stucked in my mind till i write this post.
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I was one to get attached. Yes, I am the type of person who couldn’t let go of anything. People, places, events, photographs, moments. Leaving is hard. Losing is harder.

Allah gives us gifts. But then we often become dependent on those gifts, instead of Him. When He gives us money, we depend on the money, not Him. When He gives us people, we depend on people, not Him. When He gives us status or power, we depend on, and become distracted by these things. When Allah gives us health, we become deceived.

Dan bila Allah tarik nikmat yang Allah dah kurniakan tu, kita tersentak seketika. Oo Allah what have I done wrong? You get me tak? Through the loss, our hearts turn entirely to face Him. Subhanallah, nampak tak sayangnya Allah tu kat kita.

InsyaAllah kalau kita inject perasaan kita ni dengan bersandarkan semata2 kerana Allah, insyaAllah perasaan sakit for leaving and forgetting tu akan kurang.

Tak taulah sejauh mana pembaca dapat tangkap apa yang saya cuba sampaikan. Contengan agak berterabur sedikit ekoran pening kepala ni.

Dan insyaAllah kalau orang tinggalkan kita (in case of kawan pindah, kawen, etc), kita sama-samalah doakan yang terbaik untuk dia. Mana tau di saat2 ikhlasnya hati kita berdoa untuk kebaikan dia tu, Allah makbulkan dan Allah turunkan berganda2 kebaikan buat diri kita ameen.

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