July 11, 2014

Night Reflections



Unaware, we forget the simple things, the somehow ‘invisible’ things. Left unappreciated are the ones that matters the most.. the ones we can’t function without. Here’s my list of the things that I should be more thankful for:

1. I am grateful for my spare time. The fact that I still have time to myself. And the fact that, I can spend those time in the privacy of my own company. Yes, privacy is a privilege and I thank Allah for that. Dancing and singing alone in the room, lying on the floor staring at the blank  ceiling..just the joy of doing nothing, dolce far niente. 

2. I am grateful that I can sleep soundly at night. I can sleep at night with the hopes that tomorrow will be a better day. I can sleep with the feeling of security and safety and silence. 

3. I am grateful that all of the people that I met and have as close friends, are beautifully wonderful and caring people. People that genuinely cares about me.. for me. Friends who are being nice without ‘expecting more’. Friends that are nice to me for the humble, simple me. Not because of the money I have, not because of my family or my status or something else (which truth be told, I don’t even have and what I even have, is not really truly mine). These people, I will keep very close and dear to my heart, no matter how far they are, how long I haven’t heard from them, because for me, I care for them for who they are.. and not for what I expect them to be.

4. And most of all I am grateful for the state of the country that I’m living in. Where I still have a choice and a voice, where I can still hear the sounds of the birds, the smell of fresh morning air, and the laughter of children playing in the evening. A place where I can still have a table full of food to choose from, where calling your family at home is just one top-up card away, a place where I can still Instagram a photo of the perfectly blue sky with clear clouds. The little things. Appreciate, appreciate. Alhamdulillah.

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