I want to leave this. And make Him the centre of everything. But I’m scared. And today I found this;
“A person has never held certainty in Allah only for Allah to disappoint him or her. Never will Allah disappoint those with yaqeen (certainty), tawakkul (reliance) and husn al-dhann (good opinion) of Him.”
I realized I don’t have fully yaqeen, tawakkul and husn al-dhann in Allah. Only when I have all those that I wouldn’t be scared of leaving things for Him. Because when I have all those, I would be certain that His decisions for me are the best.
This inner voice is telling me what to do. But my heart and body are scared to move towards that.
Allah tests you with things that are closest to your heart. Because if not, it wouldn’t be that great struggle. If not, it wouldn’t be hard.
You know what scares me? The thought that something that is so familiar will be gone. Doesn’t that scare everyone? Because this feeling is so familiar, it has been in me for almost three years since I'm done with IB. There are so many times that I want to give up by cutting some of the social media connections.
I realized I don’t have fully yaqeen, tawakkul and husn al-dhann in Allah. Only when I have all those that I wouldn’t be scared of leaving things for Him. Because when I have all those, I would be certain that His decisions for me are the best.
This inner voice is telling me what to do. But my heart and body are scared to move towards that.
Allah tests you with things that are closest to your heart. Because if not, it wouldn’t be that great struggle. If not, it wouldn’t be hard.
You know what scares me? The thought that something that is so familiar will be gone. Doesn’t that scare everyone? Because this feeling is so familiar, it has been in me for almost three years since I'm done with IB. There are so many times that I want to give up by cutting some of the social media connections.
I can't forget this feeling
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