Assalamualaikum and hye
Harap semua yang membaca ni berasa dalam keadaan sihat walafiat and in their best iman.
Sekarang dah petang hari Isnin. Paper last untuk semester ni hari Khamis. Habis paper ni terus berangkat pulang sebab eka dah homesick sangat nak balik jumpa parents and siblings. Rasa perasaan sangat bercampur baur. Kalau ikut nafsu dan perasaan ni dah campak dah semua buku. Nak packing nak balik. Tapi akal masih waras lagi wahai eka oi. Focus jangan lari.
Another summer will come. Tadi bila tengok gambar kawan post beli Honda, kawan dah tunang. At that moment of time, I just realized that we are growing! Soooo fast. Like it feels like yesterday, I sit sebelah Roy, discuss pasal add math. It feels like yesterday jugak I went to school to receive my PMR results. It feels like yesterday jugak i went for my school driving lessons.
You know, things happen so fast that suddenly dia ni dah macam ni. Dia ni dah kahwin, tunang, dapat keta, grad, ada anak! Dan tak lupa ada kawan sekolah yang dah pergi menghadap Allah :( Sebab tu I think we have to appreciate every moment in our life. Every single things, small small things tu sebenarnya sangat bernilai. Tapi eka sendiri as human, kadang kadang lupa benda tu. Contoh in a situation like, our friend tengah cakap dengan kita. Tapi masa tu kita tengah sibuk benda lain. Dalam hati "ahh kau ni tak nampak ke aku sibuk?"
This thing actually happen to me very often. People actually came to me often to tell their stories, sharing stuff. Sometimes cukuplah, rimas. Tapi I keep remind myself that every single thing happen in ur life ada reasonnya. Allah sends you this people to give something in you. To develop something in you. Maybe Allah nak bagi eka lessons from their stories, maybe Allah nak eka reflect something on some musibah or whatnot.
People also come and go. They don't stay in your life like forever! Macam dulu kita in good terms, message and stuff then suddenly maybe I ter-cross my border line. So macam everything become awkward. You ada account baru pun eka malu nak follow because of thing that I said to you. Tapi you actually become one of the biggest thing la that happen in my life. And I believe that feelings were not just normal feelings, hormonal or whatnot. It is there. And I don't know what it is. sigh. Sekarang ni eka tak tau how on earth are we gonna cross our path again. Tapi eka serah everything to Allah. Kalau ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi, kalau takde harap Allah jangan lahhh bagi attach sangat hati ni kat benda benda lama. Harap Allah mudahkan jalan yang terbentang di hadapan awak sekarang ni. Dah grad dah, banyak cabaran yang bakal diharungi. But I believe Allah will make it easy for you. You have such a supporting parents and siblings I believe. May Allah ease your journey to become one great person because I know you already on the right track of becoming one since the first day I knew you. May Allah protect you from any harm, always always showered you and your family by His kasih sayang.
Allah emosi sangat ni kenapa. Buku tak habis baca lagi. Sigh. Saja nak distract otak dari any GIT related sikit petang ni. Baru p order almond croissant dari TBS. Boleh la overcome craving. Ok sampai di sini sahaja luahan hati petang ni.
love,
Harap semua yang membaca ni berasa dalam keadaan sihat walafiat and in their best iman.
Sekarang dah petang hari Isnin. Paper last untuk semester ni hari Khamis. Habis paper ni terus berangkat pulang sebab eka dah homesick sangat nak balik jumpa parents and siblings. Rasa perasaan sangat bercampur baur. Kalau ikut nafsu dan perasaan ni dah campak dah semua buku. Nak packing nak balik. Tapi akal masih waras lagi wahai eka oi. Focus jangan lari.
Another summer will come. Tadi bila tengok gambar kawan post beli Honda, kawan dah tunang. At that moment of time, I just realized that we are growing! Soooo fast. Like it feels like yesterday, I sit sebelah Roy, discuss pasal add math. It feels like yesterday jugak I went to school to receive my PMR results. It feels like yesterday jugak i went for my school driving lessons.
You know, things happen so fast that suddenly dia ni dah macam ni. Dia ni dah kahwin, tunang, dapat keta, grad, ada anak! Dan tak lupa ada kawan sekolah yang dah pergi menghadap Allah :( Sebab tu I think we have to appreciate every moment in our life. Every single things, small small things tu sebenarnya sangat bernilai. Tapi eka sendiri as human, kadang kadang lupa benda tu. Contoh in a situation like, our friend tengah cakap dengan kita. Tapi masa tu kita tengah sibuk benda lain. Dalam hati "ahh kau ni tak nampak ke aku sibuk?"
This thing actually happen to me very often. People actually came to me often to tell their stories, sharing stuff. Sometimes cukuplah, rimas. Tapi I keep remind myself that every single thing happen in ur life ada reasonnya. Allah sends you this people to give something in you. To develop something in you. Maybe Allah nak bagi eka lessons from their stories, maybe Allah nak eka reflect something on some musibah or whatnot.
People also come and go. They don't stay in your life like forever! Macam dulu kita in good terms, message and stuff then suddenly maybe I ter-cross my border line. So macam everything become awkward. You ada account baru pun eka malu nak follow because of thing that I said to you. Tapi you actually become one of the biggest thing la that happen in my life. And I believe that feelings were not just normal feelings, hormonal or whatnot. It is there. And I don't know what it is. sigh. Sekarang ni eka tak tau how on earth are we gonna cross our path again. Tapi eka serah everything to Allah. Kalau ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi, kalau takde harap Allah jangan lahhh bagi attach sangat hati ni kat benda benda lama. Harap Allah mudahkan jalan yang terbentang di hadapan awak sekarang ni. Dah grad dah, banyak cabaran yang bakal diharungi. But I believe Allah will make it easy for you. You have such a supporting parents and siblings I believe. May Allah ease your journey to become one great person because I know you already on the right track of becoming one since the first day I knew you. May Allah protect you from any harm, always always showered you and your family by His kasih sayang.
Allah emosi sangat ni kenapa. Buku tak habis baca lagi. Sigh. Saja nak distract otak dari any GIT related sikit petang ni. Baru p order almond croissant dari TBS. Boleh la overcome craving. Ok sampai di sini sahaja luahan hati petang ni.
love,
Eka
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