August 15, 2009

a complaint


I have been busy actually. And besides that nowadays I'm a bit emotionally wrecked, but I don't want to confront those feelings here. I don't know why, but I think I have a boring life. I wake up in the morning, go to class, learn something at a face pace, feel lightheaded in the middle of it, got lost before the lesson ends, get stressed in the weekends for deadlines in the coming week etc etc. One week feels like a few days and it's like somebody's pushing the FWD button in my life. I need to catch a breath, you know.

I can only give optimum focus on my textbook for 20 minutes. 2 lab reports in a week (which I'm struggling to get it going), bio test in four days, design exp report-after holiday, never ending exercise in the handbook and clutters from non-academic workabouts. I hate this time of the year. the worst and pathetic weekend ever in MCS!!

It's only the first semester of IB and I wonder how does it looks like in the last semester and I cant imagine how busy these ppl in sem 3-4. Of course, nothing is easy in this world; but I am indeed afraid that I would not go through to the end very well. Oh why do I always have this feeling? The feeling of floating with the wave and not care about where it may lead me to. My inferiority complex is really doing a good job at giving the best pep talk for making me feel like rubbish every day. I need a shrink!

no wonder ASSignments are called ASSignments. because you’ll see an ASS first before you can spell the whole thing.

when will all these rain of assignments stop dropping from the sky? oh my, this must be the acid rain in term of assignments!

oh, i’m full of complaints am i?

4 comments:

Azira Ishak said...

chill la ekaa.
mlm esok kita makan dominos eek.
;b

nazrin said...

sabar2 qa. :)

myrnnss said...

it'll be triple the hectic in sem 3. i hv no right to gv advice cuz im the procrastinator (=. even how stressful it is, u'll get ur butt thru it somehow or another. fully utilize ur frens. ull be needing them for the next 2years.

in case ure having 2nd tots, well better think abt it fast. its not too late to quit tho. but im not demotivating here!!

my fren once said, "Allah takkan bg sesuatu yg kta x mampu nk buat. Allah maha mengetahui, dia tahu tahap kemampuan kita." (sth like that)

Anonymous said...

cheer up dear..~ will be meeting up wit u in couple of weeks kay..? ;)))