crappy boring entry

Salam and hey peeps

I'm thankful that I'm experiencing another Ramadhan.. unlike some people who don't get to. Very, thankful. Alhamdulillah for this wonderful month.. at last, my mind is put to some "spiritual" rest! Leaning back against the chair with both hands behind my head.. closed eyes.. listening to the rain pour.. ahh~~ i could stay this way forever... |D

okay, this entry is all wrong. i got mixed up. mega>kilo. obviously i was trying hard to exaggerate because i was too upset but i ended up being stupid. pardon me, and i’m very bad in math, so it’s a no surprise.

I too find it hard to give my concentration to one particular thing longer than 15 minutes. Im doing my maths hw just now, I couldn't help but wander my eyeballs around looking for something that can keep me interested to the exercises. Thankfully it requires a calculator so I guess it makes things easier for me to keep my head in the same direction if I get to fiddle my fingers with something. But that too can be a kind of distraction. Blergh.

note : nasib baik ada game Waka waka dlm FB. LOL. <----pengaruh mirul

The infamous ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) is back again. I guess this is why I keep doing different tasks prior to finishing one because I get bored so quick that I can't even stay still to do one thing at a time. Thankfully OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) is not much on strike even though when I was drawing the draft table for my schedules, I had to re-draw the same line for the least three times to make sure it's level at both sides. But I guess it was just my periodical perfectionist behaviour. After that I couldn't care less about it. Oh yes, I'm that weird.

Inferiority complex. Perhaps someone should just poke my head with a pencil, re-wire the neurons in my brain or re-draw my imaginations for me. I want to see a magic trick that can run down all the logics in my brain so I can start all over again. I need a shrink! I need the sea, the shore, the sun and the sand!

Peace.

nota kaki : i was napping a few hours back because my head was spinning before I start to continue all those crap reports and homeworks to be done within these 10 days. sheesh! and i had this strange strange dream. very very strange i must say. but it's too personal too be posted in this blog. haha. nanti jadi bahan ketawa. sumpah. ok2 lah. abaikan..~

this pic had a connection with my weird dream. U know where it is, and surely u know what I mean....if and only u read my blog.. *wink2*